Does my spiritual experience sound familiar to anyone?

[running]

Originally Posted by Iroh_94

I can elaborate a bit on the feelings I have. Phase 1 is basiclly how i feel normally when lying in bed and it changes at the end but nothing really significant other than feeling relaxed. In phase 2 the first noticable change in my body occurs. As I channel my energy from outside to inside my body and divert it to different parts of my body it tends to be a warm fuzzy feeling. The channeling of the energy sounds complicated but I try to give you a good description on it. The outside energy I channel inside my body by inhaling deeply and then it fills my lungs and I visualize it to be this yellow cloud inside my lungs. Then hold my breath and 'push' the cloud into a limb, where it absorbs my negative energy (tensions, anxieties, etc) and absorbs them. Then I pull it back into my lungs in exhale. Repeat this process for all parts of your body (I find my torso and spine to be the most difficult). After that the limb or body part starts to relax and I lose my ability to move it. It feels like it getting warm but comfortably warm, like being under a blanket. After Then after I am done with all of my body, my body feels like it is very heavy and light at the same time. Then I inhale one big junk of energy again and force it troughout my entire body all at once. This makes me feel very dizzy and like I am in a rollercoster. Then phase 3 usually starts. During phase 3 I rarely feel my physical body anymore and the only feeling I have is that I am liquid (its a different feeling than me feeling my body. Kinda difficult to describe). This liquid feeling can differ though. Sometimes I feel like I am a wave and my "feet" goes up and down and this wave like feeling goes trough my entire 'body'. Sometimes I lose all sense of dimensions of my 'body" and it feels like my feet could be right on top of my 'head' or that I twisted and bend like a Pretzel. Now that I write it down it sounds very unpleasent but I never experienced it that way haha. Phase 4 I dont feel much anymore. No emotions, no fear, no happiness, only calmness and curiosity.

If you have anymore questions feel free to ask! That counts for all of you

what your describing makes a lot of since to me. through your breath and mind your moving shakti into your system. which is why pranayama works for many. breath work. like you i do the same with my mind to move it where i put my attention. defenetely feels like water. or liquid. and it can override the feeling of the body. that dizzyness is perhaps it hitting your nervous system. perhaps the roller coaster feeling as well. it could at some point if it doesn't already have a joyful intoxicating feel to it.

over time as one progresses that liquid feeling could potentially stick and you won't have to will, breath, or meditate to it. not that doing those things won't bring it even deeper. probably would. does for me anyways. which is why i suspect there is no end to the depth.

i think what's really cool is you developed and found ways that work for you. that is really awesome! thanks for sharing!

[Chrysalis]

Originally Posted by Iroh_94

Initiation into an order? Never thought of it that way. Next time I am in phase 3 I will ask Iroh about it. Maybe he is willing to tell me something about it if i am ready. I will share it with you if I find anything interesting!

I'm looking forward to what happens next and thanks for sharing!

[MissCreativeSpirit]

Since we make our reality I suspect the Seth Material may help you with more understanding.

[Iroh_94]

Originally Posted by Chrysalis

I'm looking forward to what happens next and thanks for sharing!

A while back I went back to the place at the altar and 'solved' the puzzle as I felt ready to do so. Turns out to be that the orb should not be placed on one of the pedistles but on both of them. Since it was a realm which did not follow the same rules of physics as our 'reality' here on earth. Since time and place is intertwined over there I could 'duplicate' the orb by manipulating the spacetime in that certain area. As I placed the orbs on both pedistles, a blue light went down from the orb to the platform and iluminated the patterns on the floor as well as activating the arching structures which made them 'fold out'. Then my guide told me I had done well and the people in the background send me a positive energy. Then I got guided away, paid my respects to the people surrouding me and drifted of to a place where I have no memory of. It was a very interesting experience. Never had that before.

Sorry for bumping the thread but wanted to share with you how it 'ended'. Ended is between brackets since I have a feeling I will see them again sometime. Dont know when though.

[Chrysalis]

I'm glad you bumped the thread so I could read how it ended. Sure is an experience to treasure. Thanks for sharing.