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Originally Posted by 7luminaries
Oddly...I recently had a dream that I awakened in some sort of "resurrection" stasis tomb from when I was shot by my brother...and that my brother was there to let me out of the "coffin". I was a man in that lifetime. I wonder if he staged my torture and death by his hands to somehow give me a new start? Or am I now having regular old "wish fulfillment" dreams as one of my former lives? (which has never happened before, LOL...dammit...no happy endings previously). It really makes me wonder. Am I trying to help myself out so I don't feel so bad about how all this turned out in this life? LOL....
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You know...I still haven't figured out what this brief yet very powerful experience meant (dream? memory? time in spirit?)...but since I had this dream or vision or whatever, I am beginning to feel deeply healed in a spot that has been raw for several years.
I noticed it yesterday or maybe the day before, at some point. The absence of severe emotional pain in the physical heart, a wound that I had been unable to heal for the past several years. It seems to be there in the mornings still, but is beginning to heal up during the day. It seems unusual, to be without the grinding burden of severe and unrelenting pain throughout the day. BUT it's good. I think it's really going to be a good thing
Peace & blessings
7L
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