i would suggest that the "bad being" that was chasing after you was some
'void energy' which has become attached (through the process of incarnation).
it would be "denial light" that does not wish to exist, so it has sought to cut
you off from god's love. distinguishing yourself from that impulse of self
destruction is what provides you freedom from wrongful identity (it would
'inform' you that you are unworthy of life... it is wrong).
your dreams have involved you working with others, and receiving some
guidance from them. you're not alone in your 'missions'.