Then after you get to the top of the mountain and snowboarded with God a bit...
*ps - He'll beat you every time FYI
You look back over the whole journey it took getting there and realise that was the whole point and purpose. Enjoy it!
It's like everything in our lives leads up to a certain point and once that point is reached, we can only go back and try to recapture all the significant milestones along the way (I just did a full rebirthing).
It's heartbreakingly nostalgic in a way to see your life through the lens of ascension. It leaves you wondering 'where to from here?'
I've just got the feeling that this is the final 'dark night' and whatever happens from this point on, I've gotta hold on to my heart in the process.
I've just been told that it's not so much a matter of love now, but one of trust, but I feel I've sorta 'outlived my life' in a way and I'm not ready to go there quite yet.
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I am the creator of my own reality, so please don't get offended if I refuse to allow you to be the creator of it instead of focusing on creating your own. Thanks.
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