I don't know what I believe in; I want to believe in more, have even had family experience some really strange things..but the materialist view of the world seems to be all that we can reliably see and hear.
UFOs...why not just land and show yourselves!
Spirits.. Show yourselves, in daylight, to ALL of us
The sasquatch... 1000s of sightings but no convincing photos
etc, etc
Its all so cloak & dagger. I would love to think there is more, but there in lies the problem, that desire/that fear may be all that creates the paranormal.
It's like my mum, I know if she could she would find a way from the other side to contact me and let me know FOR SURE. Yes there have been a couple of odd things, a very strange phone call but nothing that I can say I really know now. She said she would find a way but it aint happened yet.
Its like my dad, why in 33 years did he never say hello?
I don't know, its all just out of reach
You will never find a sceptic who wants to believe more than me (many would never admit that) but why is it all so hazy?