Religious Spiritual Abuse & Healing

Hey. I use to be a hardcore christian, until I noticed some spiritual things started happening. Having bad things happen. It has made me lose people, my dads death, my health declined, my careers declined, spiritually raped and molested, love life threatened, loved ones threatened, my life threatened.

I would get hurt if I didn't do what it said. If I questioned it, I would be hurt. It is bringing events back that I had before I was born again. It is threatening that I am going to go through the same thing for love and for helping children.

There is to much to remember and this is just some of it. I am wanting to know if anyone else had this kind of religious abuse and how they healed it? Most stuff I look at online doesn't talk about spiritual abuse, just mental/emotional abuse. I know I'm not the only one to deal with this. I would love to find other people out there who had this and how they healed themselves.

PLEASE, I DON'T WANT PEOPLE GIVING ME RELIGIOUS TALK. I WANT TO HEAR WHAT PEOPLE WENT THROUGH AND HOW THEY HEALED THEMSELVES. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT GOD. PLEASE RESPECT THAT.

[Native spirit]

Hi Mickeyesbeck

Religion is the root of most troubles all over the world.you sound as though you dont know where to turn and are really fed up as to where you really need to go, i would advice you to go to councelling in order for you to heal once the healing is taking affect,can you ,then can determin which way you want to go if any,you are not alone many people feel like you do,many live happy lives without religeon or spirituality,its not a law that you have to follow one path or another,
i would go see your doctor as i feel depression is evident here also

Namaste