I feel like i lost some of my indigo child in me..?

#1 05-05-2011, 11:42 AM

i had a mental break down last night, just crying, why god, why do i have to be an indigo child and see and hear things that normal kids cant? why do i have to be different? waking up this morning, i felt a bit different. i still FEEL like an indigo, but, im not sure...maybe i just need to refresh myself? maybe i didnt lose anything.....maybe i became stronger for all i know..any suggestions or help?

NightSpirit · #2 05-05-2011, 11:54 AM

What is an indigo and why do humans feel the need to separate themselves and lob themselves into a category that suggests 'special'? We are all equal..IMO...equal and each given the same make-up and abilities.

athribiristan · #3 05-05-2011, 03:20 PM

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Originally Posted by ShamanBird

i had a mental break down last night, just crying, why god, why do i have to be an indigo child and see and hear things that normal kids cant? why do i have to be different? waking up this morning, i felt a bit different. i still FEEL like an indigo, but, im not sure...maybe i just need to refresh myself? maybe i didnt lose anything.....maybe i became stronger for all i know..any suggestions or help?

What happened?

#4 05-05-2011, 06:46 PM

Hun if you are an indigo child it is not something to fear or find fault in. I know it is difficult, at times, to feel different and separate from others but be assured that you are not alone and as you get older you will meet more people like yourself. Have faith that everything will turn out just as it is suppose to and take advantage of the gifts you have been given. Perhaps you could use them to do good in this world.

#5 05-05-2011, 11:19 PM

athribiristan, it was just school related stress basically, and i was just asking god why me, why am i different.

Coming2, i will use my power and gifts to change the world. i want to change the world. i feel like thats my "mission" for earth.

athribiristan · #6 05-05-2011, 11:41 PM

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Originally Posted by ShamanBird

athribiristan, it was just school related stress basically, and i was just asking god why me, why am i different.

Coming2, i will use my power and gifts to change the world. i want to change the world. i feel like thats my "mission" for earth.

Well this may sound harsh but you're not different. You are in no way unique to this situation. Everyone deals with stress and while the exact circumstance may differ we all face our trials. The way in which you CAN be different is in HOW you choose to face those trials. Will you face them with a sense of anxiety and self-pity or purpose and determination?

#7 08-05-2011, 08:34 PM

Nothing real can be threatened.

#8 09-05-2011, 04:53 PM

We all face our trials in life, the thing is that sometimes you DO feel all alone. This is something that has happened to me throughout my life. Infact I'm going through another at the moment. When it's happening to you, you may feel isolated and cut off, but remember there are others going through the same thing... so you see.. you're not alone after all.

Hope you feel better soon. x

John32241 · #9 10-05-2011, 01:46 PM

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Originally Posted by ShamanBird

athribiristan, it was just school related stress basically, and i was just asking god why me, why am i different.

Coming2, i will use my power and gifts to change the world. i want to change the world. i feel like thats my "mission" for earth.

The first step for "changing the world" is to become all that you can be.

It is the energy of you, just being you, that influences all around you. The quiet ways work best. Allow those with different perspectives to experience your kindly and authentic ways. Also look for those who are like you. That will help a lot.

John

7luminaries · #10 10-05-2011, 03:34 PM

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Originally Posted by John32241

The first step for "changing the world" is to become all that you can be.

It is the energy of you, just being you, that influences all around you. The quiet ways work best. Allow those with different perspectives to experience your kindly and authentic ways. Also look for those who are like you. That will help a lot.

John

This is very good advice, suitable for most.

Really like this...I try to follow these myself. & hope it helps you SB.

I have recently gone through a transition and finally felt I had come back to my own centre last night after several weeks if not months of being off centre and at low ebb, whilst trying to heal self and others.

Being the best we can be, just quietly being who we are, is always the way to our centre, our heart, and our truth.

peace,
7L