Purpose for pain. Taking responsibility?

[M.Tesla]

Ok so I had an epiphany of sorts since having energy downloads the last four or five hours. Anyway I learned that this pain was given to me as a lesson of learning my own power and purpose. I learned I'm only a vessel for this pain, and by transforming this pain it helps the world at large, maybe not in this instant but def in the long run, and by transforming my pain, I learn my own power and purpose
It's like karma given to me. This pain cant be taken away by any amount of love from someone else as this pain is assigned to me and no one else. :)

Just thought I'd share as it feels real.

i come to the understanding that
good love takes away the pain, if
to recon what or whom fixes our
loving, dares to do pain as a deal
of fly away

i love persons that are
be sure of themselves,
from above. like a boy.
too. such as tesla. i love
food. i love good gals.
i love my family
supported

i love honestly and
thick god figured
male has the
human honor

to stand up to do something or the
sheer acceptance to take up for a
stand, you are saying, drops the
pain off, it feels right, that
makes for better feeling

so is pain a term of headers,
as something that the thought
exercises a excuse for whatever.
promoted dream washes off pain.

[Goodfish]

Without pain, how can you feel the opposite?