I am off guys

just want to say, a huge thanks to all you on here who have supported me and been so giving of your natures

I need to get away from these forums, and try and work on clearing all this debilitating pain( been crying like an opera singer today, and I felt her anger so strongly earlier, that I actually felt pushed forward as I was walking)

you have all been so understanding and supportive but I need to try a new approach in dealing with this

I hope you all heal and continue to get stronger from this experience and maybe one day, you will reunite with your soul connections and there, will be less pain, and more balance and maybe, call me crazy but some deeply loving soul enriching relationships

certainly was my dream once, but I have always been a realist (I guess that vision I had of marrrying her, one day, was my mind playing tricks on me or maybe not..), and this experience continues to show me the myriad of limitations that have been affecting my quality of life for years and now suddenly, they are exploding and hemarohaging in my face, in a sea of tears and existential despair

though I found some peace, today, which was nice and have to get a little more serious about releasing all this pain

god, i love that woman

take care guys

[Topaz]

All the best Dharma, You are not alone and best of luck . Hugs x

( been crying like an opera singer today, and I felt her anger so strongly earlier, that I actually felt pushed forward as I was walking)

Can I help in anyway? Please PMme if you are going through the mill a bit, I might be able to get a little perspective that maybe has not yet occurred to you.

It's worth a try, Please feel free to PM me. I might not get back immediately because it's getting late here in the UK.

[Spiritlite]

All the best, I wish you well, if you ever need to talk you can PM me.
Will miss you.
Spiritlite.

[markandclaire]

Dont give up Dharma. Just focus on working on yourself, and things will become clear with hindsight. I've been where you are myself in the past, and thought I was at rock bottom (and was), but just when I didn't expect it... I met my twin. You just don't know.

Mark and Claire

[mystical]

awwwww dharma :(((( u know where i am if u need to chat u take a break and work on u pal for now only u know what is best for u i pray u get to where u wnat to be lots of love and hugs xxxxx

Take care. Hope your time away from here helps.

You can message me anytime if you want to process stuff as it comes up. But I do wish you some peace now, as you have worked hard and deserve to rest from it for a while. Hugs to you.

Originally Posted by Dharma Employee

just want to say, a huge thanks to all you on here who have supported me and been so giving of your natures

I need to get away from these forums, and try and work on clearing all this debilitating pain( been crying like an opera singer today, and I felt her anger so strongly earlier, that I actually felt pushed forward as I was walking)

you have all been so understanding and supportive but I need to try a new approach in dealing with this

I hope you all heal and continue to get stronger from this experience and maybe one day, you will reunite with your soul connections and there, will be less pain, and more balance and maybe, call me crazy but some deeply loving soul enriching relationships

certainly was my dream once, but I have always been a realist (I guess that vision I had of marrrying her, one day, was my mind playing tricks on me or maybe not..), and this experience continues to show me the myriad of limitations that have been affecting my quality of life for years and now suddenly, they are exploding and hemarohaging in my face, in a sea of tears and existential despair

though I found some peace, today, which was nice and have to get a little more serious about releasing all this pain

god, i love that woman

take care guys

Best wishes my brother. Loving thoughts sending your way.