So Lost in Life ~

[Joyce]

Wow, and I thought I was some highly spiritual person because of a few experiences I've had, but when reading a few posts I feel like I know nothing. My son had recommended this site to me. I don't know what to do with me.

The two biggest things to have me really wonder what I'm being shown are:
1) I was going down a good size steel staircase and apparently with no one around, and I was not near the side. It suddenly rained or showered on me!!! Never happened again.
2) One night while standing very still and quietly I hear the wings flapping for about 1 1/2 seconds, talons gently land around my head, in a split second I gasp and the bird flies away. Owl were quite abundant where we moved to a couple years later.

I surely hope I will hear back; I am getting very beside myself and more and more frustrated with "nothing happening" to let me know my place in life.

Please :-) write. Thanks ~ Joyce

[mihael_11]

Hello.

Have no idea what you are talking about and it is like vibration of nothing happening.

Something is happening all the time, but do question myself, what is it.

What i know that is happening, something beyond my understanding and am searching for answers and connections.

Right now i realised, if choices i made in life, were my own.
Then i sorted this out and another question arises. What makes you choose something. People have wishes and pull energy from somewhere and i tried to tap in that energy and there is nothing for me.
Next question is, could there be something, why i don't have any wishes and should i have them?
I guess i have some wishes when i question all this answers, but that is all. No plans for future, nothing i would really like.
All i want some kind of breakthrough, to know what i want. How to do this?

How to make it possible that i could drag energy from somewhere and i will know what i want and what to do?

How is that area called.

Interesting, but very frustrating for me.

Wish the best for both of us. Whatever that means

[Astro]

1. It's possible that this is a sign that you are feeling lost or like you're not advancing in some way & that you are experiencing a time of cleansing.

2. It might be a guide that has paid you a visit, maybe with a message or maybe just to let you know it is there for you. Here is one of many spirit animal sites to have a look at: http://www.spiritanimal.info/owl-spirit-animal/

[Joyce]

Originally Posted by Astro

Hello Joyce,

1. It's possible that this is a sign that you are feeling lost or like you're not advancing in some way & that you are experiencing a time of cleansing.

2. It might be a guide that has paid you a visit there Joyce, maybe with a message or maybe just to let you know it is there for you. Here is one of many spirit animal sites out there for you to consider: http://www.spiritanimal.info/owl-spirit-animal/

Thanks Astro, relitively soon after the bird incident life began to change in ways I never imagined. I was told I had raven medicine, and years later had wondered about owl. I also feel that is me too, because I do feel I know a person's inner self more than they do. I certainly do NOT feel I have any special ability.

I do not know how to advance; not at all. Thanks for the site; I will check it out.

[Astro]

I don't feel that spiritual gifts feel special, generally. They're just there.

I think advancing is a matter of growth, so it might be best to just be patient & enjoy things.