I am an Indigo in troubles in Valencia

[spain]

Sorry for my bad english...

I have always been an special child,very sensitive against social problems.
My parents threw me away from home at 21. They said i was a lazy because i did not look for a job. I cannot look for a job because of my social phobia.
Of course i want to give something to community,but i have fear that people hit me or scream at me. I cannot look in to nobodies's eyes.

I would like to contact with someone who understand me. I am willing to help or work, but only if i fell safe and respectated,noy in another cases.

Valencia,Spain

[Jooshi]

Hey man.
If you need someone to talk to, you can send me a private message if you like to.

[Tobi]

Dear spain,
I honestly do empathise with you.
Are you happy and relaxed with animals?
I was wondering if working with animals, even on a voluntary basis might help you? But of course there would be some humans involved with whom you would have to interact.

If you do like that idea, the "unwanted" animals in spain have a great need for love and care. There are devoted animal rescues in spain, but there is still a lot of cruelty. To help them would be such a wonderful thing to do.

I doubt if the work would be paid....that is probably the only drawback for practical reasons.

But it might be that working with others with a shared love of animals in special need, you might grow less afraid of human contact...
You could certainly give so much. There is a great need in Spain.
I may be wrong but I think there is an animal rescue in Valencia. (?)

Just a thought. But of course that may not suit you.

[spain]

Originally Posted by Tobi

Dear spain,
I honestly do empathise with you.
Are you happy and relaxed with animals?
I was wondering if working with animals, even on a voluntary basis might help you? But of course there would be some humans involved with whom you would have to interact.

If you do like that idea, the "unwanted" animals in spain have a great need for love and care. There are devoted animal rescues in spain, but there is still a lot of cruelty. To help them would be such a wonderful thing to do.

I doubt if the work would be paid....that is probably the only drawback for practical reasons.

But it might be that working with others with a shared love of animals in special need, you might grow less afraid of human contact...
You could certainly give so much. There is a great need in Spain.
I may be wrong but I think there is an animal rescue in Valencia. (?)

Just a thought. But of course that may not suit you.

Thank you for not to banme fron this forums. In other forums i was banned right away. My topic is polemicus beacuse people may think that i am a swindler.
Next week a free hostel will be opened.
THANK YOU

[SearchingFreedom]

@spain I fully understand the problem with such parents. I have a different story but it is the same with my family for years. It was at least.

Don't give up. Pray to God. I would not work where I am not respected too. I hate this, I often break up jobs.