Manifestation Journey

Louisa · #1 07-03-2015, 03:15 PM

here i wish to document my experiences with manifesting, daily intentions and affirmations, visualizations, or what have you.. i have recognized that change is slow and i have a long journey to travel. i feel that change is a step by step basis and overnight transformation is not always so realistic.

so i want to try to summon the positivity to daily renewed focus on my good intentions and things i want to create. yes i also know though that my daily wishes for what i want do change and my focus and the daily battles also fluctuate. so i thought i would make this a document of my positive efforts and attentions on what i want to manifest...

to renew the intention often, ..

a purely positive focus, or as positive as i can muster (since loa says you should always speak positive).. since i'm sometimes contrary to that idea, though, i might occasionally speak of "negative" things, in order to merely face them.. but i'll try to focus only on solutions and desires of what i want to create...

with the understanding that speech and focus may create whatever i think or speak.. maybe.. as i'm getting more evidence to believe this is true..

the hang up for my understanding in the past and why i think loa didn't work for me was, i think, that i wasn't consistent enough in my focus and i didn't give it enough time, ..

anyway this will be a thread of my journey with my version of manifestation (it may vary from your ideas of what manifestation should be.. it's ok with me... i'm open to hearing pointers if you want to offer them, but i may not have any response to them, if i have already considered but disagree.. not interested in debate because i've already examined this subject matter quite a bit on my own and we all have different opinions and ways that don't have to be repeatedly explained.. i know i might fall outside the norm on this subject)

Miss Hepburn · #2 07-03-2015, 03:50 PM

Great, go for it...I wish you great success!

Believe you can have whatever your little heart desires and
never leave room for doubt!
Then go for it!

Deepsoul · #3 08-03-2015, 04:20 AM

Louisa,I like very much your little piece after your post.How can I say this positively I can see quite clearly now that i have been re-inforcing illness (thanks Miss Hepburn from another thread) by saying I HAVE this and THAT,or I FEEL like this or that, and the downward spiral that this creates ,it seems to be some bizarre need to be recognized on some level .OVER it sick of listening to myself. Anyway of course Im into positive affirmations and always saying them, but now I choose to say as well I AM IN THE PROCESS OF HEALING without any bla bla bla bla attached to it. Worth a try, Good luck and support to you in keeping it positive Louisa. And I wont sign any pension forms because this is my life and I WILL IT HEALED ,ALIVE,WISE and JOYOUS ON ALL LEVELS. Deepsoul

Louisa · #4 08-03-2015, 11:04 AM

thank you miss hepburn.

Louisa · #5 08-03-2015, 11:08 AM

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Originally Posted by Deepsoul

Louisa,I like very much your little piece after your post.How can I say this positively I can see quite clearly now that i have been re-inforcing illness (thanks Miss Hepburn from another thread) by saying I HAVE this and THAT,or I FEEL like this or that, and the downward spiral that this creates ,it seems to be some bizarre need to be recognized on some level .OVER it sick of listening to myself. Anyway of course Im into positive affirmations and always saying them, but now I choose to say as well I AM IN THE PROCESS OF HEALING without any bla bla bla bla attached to it. Worth a try, Good luck and support to you in keeping it positive Louisa. And I wont sign any pension forms because this is my life and I WILL IT HEALED ,ALIVE,WISE and JOYOUS ON ALL LEVELS. Deepsoul

deep soul,

i hope that it will help both you and me. i try to think of myself as well at times, but other times i do try to talk about my illnesses to face them. only to do whatever healing work really needs to be done. in my daily life, though, i think i was worrying too much about my health issues, even subconsciously worrying about them, without really quite seeing that. someone pointed it out to me, through a reading i had done, and then i improved on that level.

now i'm taking a more adamant stance "i am well".. but i'm just going to renew the focus once in a while. "i am able to be well", if "i am well" seems too much.

good luck with your healing.

Louisa · #6 10-03-2015, 03:24 PM

some affirmations:

i am faithful. i am courageous. i am trying to make progress, instead of thinking about it.

i am in my body, out of my mind.

i am resetting my mind and soul, heart and self... for a little while at least.

i am happy and i have so many mindful things to be happy for.

i am wise and i have enough love and wisdom, health and balance to be well with little.

i am on my journey to being free from oppressive ties that i don't really need.
i am learning how i don't need unhelpful relationships anymore. i can find all the help i need from people and spirit, higher self and gods who don't hurt or control me.

well, this is just my simple impulse for today. wasn't sure exactly where i'd start with this "daily" thread.. (which won't be daily, necessarily,.. more like these are the kinds of things i try to think about on a daily basis - different things on different days, but i don't have to write down all my thoughts every day)..

may write more in depth posts and insights, but i guess doing something easy is.. well, easy.. you know. *eye roll*

and i'm intuitive and restful today.. (one more affirmation) because so far i think i'm out of it and maybe i will be, but that means i can be restful and intuitive instead of focused.

and so far i'm pain free..

so (erasing the pain message)... (ok one more affirmation.. lol)..

i'm feeling good and glowing with pleasant sensations and relaxation in my body and emotions.

ok enough for today (hm.. hopefully not "too much"?.. i'll see how it seems to work).

Louisa · #7 11-03-2015, 08:18 PM

batch of affirmations for today... i thought about, what is my focus for today? thought a while. i did focus on yesterday's affirmations, but today, i want to
make a new list of which to emphasize, for now:

1. i am feeling pleasant sensations of emotions and body (yes i'm in pain today, actually, this afternoon, pretty bad... but that doesn't always preclude having pleasant sensations, .. it depends..

2. i am patient and mindful of the things i need to do, and i find a way to be diligent and attentive to them, even if they are things that are mundane and practical and i am tired.

3. i am finding out what are the things that are deep buried pockets of inner resistance to manifesting my desires for wellness, and these are being transformed.

4. i am resetting my soul, mind, body and self.. continuing the process of resetting myself, resting.

5. i am figuring out how to change or love my unhealthy relationships to make the most out of them, maybe even encourage the other to change their ways. for now, i rely on them because i feel i need to for now, and so i will learn how to get along with them and bring out their best side, as best as i may, or to protect from their harmful side, as best as i may, when protective or defensive strategies are called for. i am learning the lessons i need to grow from my unhealthy relationships.

6. i am learning how to love myself.

7. i am courageous.

8. i am faithful.

9. i do new things to try to make progress on my priorities. i know when to think and when to just go with the flow of the moment or to rest my mind and make a meditative, thought free, emotionally calm state.

Deepsoul · #8 11-03-2015, 08:41 PM

Lovely Louisa, enjoy your day :), Also do you know the book Heart of the Soul,emotional awareness, great for understanding and feeling and for how and why the way we interact with others. Deep

Louisa · #9 12-03-2015, 01:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Deepsoul

Lovely Louisa, enjoy your day :), Also do you know the book Heart of the Soul,emotional awareness, great for understanding and feeling and for how and why the way we interact with others. Deep

is that a book by gary zukav? i have one of his books, but haven't read it yet. i will look for it when i'm at the thrift store (where i do almost all of my shopping, except for food and rare indulgences. lol)

i would like to learn more about interacting with others. it's been a sticking point for me, though i've read many books and sites and gotten advice, been to counselors, etc. so hopeful i am but also skeptical about any "help" on that... maybe i will make an affirmation regarding that sometime..

Louisa · #10 12-03-2015, 01:51 PM

that brings me to another thought...

if i think of all the affirmations i've done over time, i have pages and pages.. affirmations, but also many prayers. not sure which i prefer, both i think.. different ones different times, but to combine the two, often. i think sometimes appealing to outside help is good. that's just my belief..

just more thoughts about all of this, to do with manifestation journey of mine.