Hi
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it's a long time ago that i've posted something on the forum, but here i am again with a dream from last night:
Before the 'big' part started i was cleaning floors with a collegue, each with a broom. We went through several rooms. In one of them dirt under chairs caught my eye and made me think that it must have decades ago when they had been cleaned. In one of the rooms our 'chef', a small asian-like woman talked to us and then left us.
Then suddenly i am in sort of a mobile home. Allthough i cannot look outside it feels like it's standing in an empty space...land everywhere with only some dry grass...nothing else...it feels quiet.
In the mobile home there's a dead woman (my age) on a small table. A little later there's also a youg woman inside...a student.
Suddenly the dead woman opens her left eye...seeing this i think about my work (irl)...that i would be shocked if this would happen. But in the dream it feels like i don't know how to react. I cannot believe that this woman is waking up. Her eye closes and opens again. Then i get really weird...i make weird angry faces...i get up from the ground and move around above the floor, moving my arms to the sides and to the front as if i'm trying to scare the awakening woman.
Then the dead woman is gone, also the table. The student is still there. She is going to live in the mobile home, but thinks it's too small for her. There's a bunck (?)bed and a few windows (with curtains closed). I tell her that it surely is possible to live in here and i show her where she can put a closet, a table etcetera...i know because i've lived here before...
After waking up i was a little shocked about what i had turned in to...allthough i don't believe in the devil, the devil is what i would name myself when i behaved liked that.
I thought about the dream during the day and came up with the possibility of my devilish behaviour as being my ego and the awakening dead woman my real Self????
Would love to hear some other thoughts
Love,
Irisa