Is an angel trying to contact me or am I illusinating?

[Joanna_ph]

I've written about experiences I had with angels before (dreams specifically) but that was a year before and I wasn't given a sign since last christmas untill now. Last year in a dream I saw an old man trying to kill me because an angel was probably trying to contact me. That was the last dream I saw. Five months ago I saw this old man in my sleep again and he asked me if the angel still had contact with me. I refused and of course that was the truth. I hadn't have an other dream like that since last night. I saw I could contact an angel from a telephone box. In that dream i've been talking to him through the phone when my mother came into my room and started pressuring me to answear her a question. The question was "do you like anyone?" and my answear was no. Then she started screaming, telling me that I'm lying and acting like she wasn't hes self. I managed to get rid of her an when i did he asked me what was wrong. An first i wouldn't tell him but ge insisted so I told him that my mother is pressuring me a lot and acts like she is somebody else. (In real life she hasn't even asked me that question before, and she has never pressured me to answear her anything, though sometimes it feels like she is sn other person but not in a bad way, so I dont know if that part was just my subconcsiousness). After that i told him that I couldn't do this anymore (I dont remember what I was talking about). After that he started asking me questions and telling me things like he was trying to get me to tell him something. In the end it felt like our time was running out so he asked me quickly if I wanted to be his girlfriend (and I'm kind of ashamed about telling this because I'm sure that was just my subconsciousness because I know that these kind of things happen very rare) and that's when I woke up before I manage to answear. Now I believe part of that dream was just my subconsciousness but I am not sure if that's true or if it was actually real. I dont know if there is something wrong with, if I'm just crazy or this is all real. I want nothing to be wrong with me but I'm so confused that I cant be sure. What do you think?
Thank you for your time.

[John32241]

Hello Joanna,

When it comes to that choice about building a personal spiritual connection there is often a great deal of inner conflict. Within your inner world(subconscious) there are any number of factions.

Dreams do represent very real things in a symbolized way. I suspect every mom wants to know when you like some one. Your mom in real life also wants to give you space on that and other related subjects in my view.

That old man giving you grief and wanting to kill you(keep you away from self empowering yourself) is a very real aspect of your self who is intent on keeping you safe at all costs. Kindness towards all aspects of self I find is best.

That angel is most likely your primary spirit guide. Again the symbolized meaning for being his girlfriend was getting involved with him for guidance as I see these things.

I hope that my thoughts on this will be helpful.

John

[Joanna_ph]

Originally Posted by John32241

Hello Joanna,

When it comes to that choice about building a personal spiritual connection there is often a great deal of inner conflict. Within your inner world(subconscious) there are any number of factions.

Dreams do represent very real things in a symbolized way. I suspect every mom wants to know when you like some one. Your mom in real life also wants to give you space on that and other related subjects in my view.

That old man giving you grief and wanting to kill you(keep you away from self empowering yourself) is a very real aspect of your self who is intent on keeping you safe at all costs. Kindness towards all aspects of self I find is best.

That angel is most likely your primary spirit guide. Again the symbolized meaning for being his girlfriend was getting involved with him for guidance as I see these things.

I hope that my thoughts on this will be helpful.

John

You might be right,but I have an other idea. What if I tried to contact him through that telephome box through a dream. I could imagine I am into that box, calling his name before I fall asleep so maybe I dream of him and get all the answears I seek. Though I dont think that was a spirit guide because I can actually feel a breeze energy lately wich is said to be an angel (all windows were closed, though I am still not sure about it being an angel). Now I am not sure about this old man wanting to keep me safe,in the dream I saw my angel saving me from him.

[spirit3]

I think it's best to not treat these things like a law which has particular rules, treat it like something that has no rules and isn't bound.