Party, chased by investigators and under siege

[Ladyrose92]

Me and Matt and my family and friends were at a party, investigators were starting to find people. We had to hide, we grabbed our joints and drove home. Me and Matt were in our flat with the windows closed, and the curtains and blinds were all drawn and closed. We could see they were outside looking for us but they didn't know which flat we was in. They were using technology to try and find us but it wasnt working. I asked my step dad and sister Chloe if they could go and get stuff for us from the shop as we would be caught if we went. Chloe was like "why?" But my dad understood why. They went and done it all I think, I don't know if they had brought back stuff or was still out getting it but then I realised the chair wasn't pushed under the front door properly so when I pushed it under the handle, it banged and a man outside shouted "aha" and began to push the door open. I could see him through the gap in the door he had dark brown skin, dark hair but light eyes that stood out against his darker features, and he looked small and slim but was very strong. He was saying that I might as well give up and he was trying to push through the door but I was using all my strength to close the door and I managed to push it shut and was turning the lock on as I woke up.


Before I went to sleep, I was upset that my partner doesn't seem to meet my needs although I meet his all the time. I was sad that no matter what I do, he just ends up thinking about himself most of the time. I was asking God to show me my twin soul. I read something earlier in the day from a tarot reading I done, the meaning of the card was that my twin is separated from me now, and all I can see is the pain I am in now, but if only I could see the future I would know there is nothing to fear. It said about giving your heart at a glance of this twin and not understanding why, but giving your whole heart to them. This really ring true for me, I feel a deep sadness that I am not with the one who is my twin, who will love me no matter what and accept me for who I am, who would delight in all of that. I saw my twin in a vision, I had never felt so much love and depth of knowingness. When I read that tarot I felt a burning all down the back side of me, my head my neck and down my back. I knew this is what I was and had done. I knew this person I saw is who I am destined to be with but it's all so confusing to me because I feel they are in Spirit but what if they aren't. I don't want to upheave my life if it's not going to be, I feel in my heart this will happen, but with what i see now it doesn't seem possible. So I asked for guidance about this matter, I'm not sure if the dream relates to this. I've also had a song stuck in my head, I just heard it at the end of the last sentence, "looking back, over my shoulder, I can see that look in your eyes" Mike and the Mechanics. It's been playing in my head all week.