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Old 07-03-2018, 02:50 AM
SkyGodWarrior SkyGodWarrior is offline
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Dreaming in Love

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I am in love but I think too much.... Accepting that i am loved and capable of love and being happy. Or more like I am impatient and I want to hurry up and get this secret admirer thing over and having mode swings lol. More love than disbelief that this person loves me back. I stay focused on being positive and id say its going great so far but still disbelief creeps in every now and then. Anyways to the story...

I really like this girl and have so since i met here 3 or 4 years ago. Possibly she started to show her affection but i wasnt privy to it becuase we are both innocent haha. Anyways i recently started doing this secret admirer thing and it is the only way I am talking to her right now since i am playing as if i have stopped liking her or atleast thats my plan... Lol she probally saw through it day one. Anyways i had an interesting dream with her the other night... I told her through metaphor of our past life toghether many thousands of years ago lol before my "fall into darkness" lol long story.

The dream....

It started out as a dream merging into this dream or possibly a cut scene. I think inwas flying around some small dog... Noy sure about this part as it seemed random. We were flying around this huge victorian Mansion in a large multi acre front yard. I flew over the large wall and closer to the house. I landed and dropped the dog off. (This beginning part is cloudy as i was just going through the dream) I think i started to intwract with a 2nd animal possibly a cat but not sure. These were positive, playful interaction.

Something caught my attention as I heard a beautiful voice singing some opera song. It sounded similar to ave maria but i was still kind of distracted with a think a converaatuon with this 2nd animal. I went to investigate as i went into this victorian house. I flew in theough the 2nd floor and i saw thw person who was singing. It was the wonderful lady that I am in love with. Not only was she singing this song outloud and so beatifully but she was also flying. I sae her just land on a leaf of a tree that was in that court yard. She had just turned to face me but she was singing with her eyes closed or possibly looking down but since she was facing my direction i ducked. I went to go ginish what i was doing but i am noy sure what i was doing because i was to busy captivated by not only the sight of this all but the sounds and the whole idea...... Of why she was in my dream again.

Our relationship thus far has been a strange one by normal human terms thats for sure. I notmally have conversations with people in the astral realm or dream states and they tell me what they cannot say in real life or what they are afraid to say. With her i have had many dreams but all random and even times when i had not spoken to her for months. Only when it seemed as if i was unintentionally letting her go did i pull off the courage to go forward with finally confessing my love to her. Before you judge me.... I love her. I feel her vibration within my heart. As a very sexually active person i would not even dare think of her in a perverted way. When i would think of her it would seem as if someone or something inside of me was helping me keep my thoughts pure. How you ask.... Well somethimes on my tinder excursions i would contemplate thw differences in feeling i would have of other girls vs the girl i love. In so i was realizing not only the origination of these thoughts in respect to which chakra they were stimulating and etc. Even not its kinda like i wont even have a sex dream as i would be cheating on her very soul.... Sounds strange and im confused about it tooo...

Back to the dream....

I went back for something not quite sure but i realized that i had a mouthful of water and a vitamin that i had not swallowed yet. I was going back to enjoy her singing as i went to the window to watch. As i did this she was coming in and i hid behind this fancy victorian chair that looked like a love seat.. Lol anyways she saw me and she came around the side of the chair... She asked were you watching me just now.... I couldn't even amswer as my mouth was still full and i had not swallowed yet. She was cheerful but as i motioned to her i had somwthing in my mouth she started to walk away as if she was busy with something.

I did not perceieve this as a negative sign but i really wish i could of told her what really happened instead.

I woke up.

2nd or 3rd dream.....?

I had fell back to sleep after drinking some water haha perhaps i was just thirsty....

I appeared in a closet and it was dark.... This girl that i recognize as a good friend of hers who she shared many adventures with when they lived over seas in brazil opened the door. She said something to me but i couldn't hear her as she spoke really low just above a whisper. I heard beautiful singing again but this time playing over an acoustic guitar. I came out the closet and there my love was again..... Twice in one night?!

She was kinda surprised but still happy. I dont know what happened next as it seemed as if my attention wondered upon these 2 birds that came swooping in. They had landed next to me and i watched. Therw was a cat that came and tryied to get out 1 of the birds who i percieved as a female bird. The male bird opened his wings to deflect the cats advances. I started to look around as i saw a white cougar exit an apartment like 60ft away. Then i heard the roar of a bear as it too had just came out. This was very interesting and i wondered what this all meant. I saw other animals too but the bear and the white cougar are what remained in my memory.

I woke up feeling really happy... I was in some kind of mood that i am not familar with... At least in this life. My heart was on fire though but in a good way. I felt the urge to listen to sacred music after this. I was off in my own mind all day... Cintemplating... What this could all mean

Thanks for reading.... I will fix typos later.
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Old 07-03-2018, 07:55 AM
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Quote:
SkyGodWarrior: ...I am impatient and I want to hurry up and get this secret admirer thing over....
i figure that: where you want to be is worth the effort it requires of you to go through
the process of taking the steps in arriving there. master your 'mood swings' and be
happy while on your path....
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Old 07-03-2018, 02:25 PM
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haha @ Perfection.... I'm sure chasing tail and could of been what it was. I recently surrendered my lust for women as just objects of sex in order to be a better person for that someone special.

I realized it was a habit of checking out what a lady's endowments were and that it wasn't right to look at them this way. I respect women for who they are don't get me wrong but I was a horny toad. I use to have a problem having meaning less sex so I made my self slightly perverted in that sense so that I would be able to enjoy meaningless sex. I didn't want that anymore so I gave it up. I have also been trying to use my sexual energies in a constructive way so this has been an on going thing for about 6 or 7 months id say. That means no porn either haha...

Anyways I am a being of nature and have dedicated my life to nature.. not entirely but a portion of it is for earth. I have been seeing animals in a different light and animals in my waking life have been looking at me strangely. Like they know something about me but still aren't too sure about me. Plus my fae friends. I don't think that the cougar and the bear were objects of warning. I think a simple cougar could of been enough but it was white... which implies something else or deeper? The cougar came out of the apartment and its body language implies maybe it was just going for a walk.. haha I am really good at reading emotions of animals but lol who knows I have never encountered a cougar face to face hahah... the bear on the other hand... his roar did not unsettle the other animals so maybe it was just something to grab my attention but I do think it stands for something in the future...

Ahh... but I was planning on revealing myself to her in my last letter to her and after this dream I meditated on it and looked at all the signs and it was kinda like I didn't believe in myself. I was juggling with the whole idea of what if she thought it was someone else and when she saw me she would she feel mislead. So after that meditation I felt it would be better to go ahead and reveal myself in person instead of through the letter. It would also be less romantic to do so in a letter and I would probably being going through a roller coaster or regretting later that I did not do so in person.

lol.....smh... love..

:) Thanks for reading and helping out!
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Old 18-03-2018, 04:09 AM
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The funny thing is that all this time she didnt get 2 of my letters. They were leading up to the big day where I get to meet her in person. I texted her happy birthday and she said who is this? I was confused and asked her if she had got my letters. She replied and said she only received 2 of them..... I was like... **** what do I do now lol. I was kinda bummed about it but I was not sad. I check to feel how my heart feel and my heart was clear so I had to keep reassuring myself that everything was okay. Since she didnt receive my letters she was not aware that I had asked her to make room for me on next Saturday. She told me she could not make it because she had plans... I checked my heart again and it was clear but at this point.... the mind is like dude....... this isnt working out.... but I stuck to my heart and kept up the reassurance.

We are in the same wedding and she is the made of honor and I am in some weird new agy man of honor for the women... (I dont know much about weddings but this makes it even more complicated) anyways I am a part of the groomsmen chat and they said they were going to hang out for beers. Then I get a call from my step mom and she asks me.... am I going to the bachelor party!? I was like what!? Turns out that the bride had her same thing the same day which included the girl I love. So thats why she couldn't meet with me.

I made sure I went to this bachelor party hang out day thing with this group of guys who are all familar with the girl I like and lol...... I had a gift for the girl i love with me. I dont have a car so I asked the guy whose gf is best friends with her.... can you give this to your gf to give it to her? The guy was like no... if you want a lady to like you... you got to give it to her yourself... I was like that sounds fair... as we were riding to the next location.. one of the guys inquired about the gift and I told him it was for the girl I like..... lol one of the guys was drunk so he may have told me something that was suppose to be a secret. Lol everyone knows I like this girl and even the girl knows I like her. They dont know who I am or what I am capable of lol so this whole thing is totally going over all their heads. I am 100% sure that the girl I like knows its me but she wont dare say anything for it may break my heart if she is wrong. .. he was like...dude..... you better hurry up.... she apparently has a secret admirer or "stalker". I was like ... ohh nooooo lol... how am I suppose to out do something like that... lol they pep talked me the whole time...

lol so she has no idea its me.. lol and since i wrote things in a different way she is thinking it could be someone else. She texted me hinting to me that I should come out to her "the real me" lol not the secret me.... she finally used an adjective to describe me that I recognized as mildly flirtatious...

haha man guardians helping me out.... they knew that I would not know about this event and it has showed me the door to go through. Its going to be so funny when they find out that it was me. They forgot I am master planner and a fun ninja too. This is why I choose to play this game because I know she likes to have fun like this.

I feel soo amazing... I feel happy.. fingers crossed haha

Now when I go to give her present I will tell how I truly feel about her... no scripts just raw heart. Then I will tell her that the secret admirer was me.

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Old 18-03-2018, 04:32 AM
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Oh yeah... I had a vision of a random scene maybe a year ago happen today... Even then when I had the vision I knew how I would get there but it all seems random and like what does it mean.... but it seems as if it means that I am on track? I think its a ripple in time too or a divergence to another line of living? This event was a random scene while we were bowling tonight.
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Old 18-03-2018, 08:27 PM
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there's lottsa bowling terms that spring to mind, but most seem unrelated to your situation.
the idea of "staying in your lane" might relate to your feeling of being on track.
the game itself involves knocking down pins... but your ultimate objective is to
spend time with the girl, and not to make a good display of competition.
have fun!
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Old 18-03-2018, 11:39 PM
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Thanks :) I put the scene of the bowling into future events. I have moments where I am able to see into the future. They are just random scenes that appear to have no kind of reference. Its like a different feeling then that with dreams or astral projection. I was able to a couple times completely go clairvoyant and see what I wanted to see. These happen mostly when I am just going to sleep or waking up. lol i didnt even bowl either. I dont like bowling. Its interesting. I forgot my phone and stuff and i would usually check my bank account before making a purchase but this time I was not worrying about money (in real life.)

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Old 19-06-2018, 01:55 PM
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I am happy for you, brother
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Old 20-06-2018, 02:09 AM
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:) thank you.
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