Hi everyone.
I feel as though I am posting much these days and in certain forums, but really feel blessed in a way tonight and thought I'd share this here:
I felt an hour or two earlier that I really wanted to communicate with the probable self which appeared to me in my meditation when I first joined the forum, and was reading about guides. So the conversation went a bit like:
Probable self- Honey.
Myself- Honey? As in you are calling me by this?
Probable self- Not as in calling, but as in bees. Honey bees. My honey bees, my chickadees. Honey bees, honey.
-Realized I often call my group of friends- Chickadees.
Myself- So hives, bees and their hives.
Probable self- Yes, bees and hives and all things bees.
End of conversation.
So I am going about my night and my business. There is a knock upon my bedroom door. I say unto myself "Ah yes people, someone is calling". I answer the door and it is my brother. He asks me if I want "This". This turned out to be honey flavored vodka. I tell my brother thank you and ask why he brought me this? Told him I would take it and wanted it but why did he not want it himself? He says dude it is honey flavored? It smells horrible, I don't think I'll like it, is that reason alright with you? Alright by me I say. Vodka is vodka, thank you. I may not drink it now. But I will take it.
So to get on with it- I do not much care to drink often these days, merely every now and then. And, I do not feel like it tonight. It is a small bottle a shot worth. So for now I have it by my window on my altar, where this honey and ambrosia of the Gods, stands testament that God is watching out for me.
And when and if I decide to drink it, I have come to the thought that I will toast- to my amusing probable self, and to my creator, and family.
Just a sign and conversation with myself and my own intuition I wanted to share.
May we all have such deep and clear realizations of self.