What do your guides angels like/dislike

[Myvie]

Apparently they really like it when I donate or "lose" money and when I don't for a while I get weird stuff happening where I am manipulated into lending or it's done on my behalf in sticky situations that required fast decisions by my partner or a family member the moment they are responsible for an amount of my funds (that would take a while to explain examples) It's like I'm being taught I have to always give a tithe or a sacrifice or a donation. Back when I was a churchy girl I gave tithes religiously and regularly and had weird luck where I would always win money and draws and have things I need given to me with perfect timing, things of substantial value/enough to help financially. I recently loaned out money and got about $600 worth of certain supplies I go through rapidly/regularly because an agency was getting rid of the items, and also somebody gave me something my partner needed. I stubbornly worry about finances because that's the adult and responsible thing to do and refuse to learn the lesson over and over it seems. They must be very patient, guides and angels and the likes. That said, I'm not sure who or what they are but we get stuff done when I pay attention.