Reincarnation headache...Life can be hard. *trigger warning*

[alcyone]

I need someone to talk to about this, please respond with any thoughts.

I am going thru this thing where I sense in my mind, even see, lives where I have committed suicide. It's haunting me. Like....a certain thing will trigger Dejavu, any event, and then I'm brought back in my mind to the fact and the life that I committed suicide in. Oddly enough the life I did that In, I had this same body.

Well, I wouldn't wish this on anyone. It's not all the time that I feel this way, and have these "flashbacks" but recently it's been happening more frequently. I recently contacted a childhood friend. And then the Dejavu comes, and my mind is like "I've done this before, I've started talking to this friend in another Life, this is an overlap"

Why would I be having flashbacks to what I have done in a previous Life, while I am doing the same thing in my current Life? Is it some kind of warning that I need to be careful not to go down the same road? Or is it a karma for what I might have done in my past lives?