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Originally Posted by Samaka
I have recently begun to communicate with my guides but stopped out of fear because of some scary stories I read on the web. One of them even admitted he had a small crush on me but then said to me telepathically "...you dont know my chains".
I got scared because I heard guides can be demonic, but then I talked to the guy who told me about them again and he affirmed to me that he does not associate with the demonic, that he can tell the difference and that he is a beleiver in Jesus Christ, and that it is Christ's light that protects him.
I do believe him on that note because I saw Christ in a dream about 10 years ago and alot of deppresion and pain I had been suffering was gone instantly.
So anywho I still decided to stop trying to communicate for now untill I learn to grow stronger spiritually to protect myself just encase...but sometimes just before I wake up, I will hear one word in my head... Actually just two on two different days consecutively. The first one was "necromancy", I did not knw what that meant so I looked it up. Apparently its in the bible as communicating with the dead which is forbidden. The other one was "Zales". I didnt know what that meant, I thought maybe zale's jewellers, as I had been looking for a place to take a few items that my recently departed best friend left behind to see what they are and if I can use them for prtoection in some way.
Anway so I live on a ship and I have a "reflection spot" I normally go to around sunset to watch the sun set and to pray, but when I went out there today I saw a massive bird...it looked like and eagle and it flew away just as I walked out. It had something in its claws but I couldnt tell what, looked like a box or something. So then I went around the corner and saw a bloody ripped off bird's wing! This was only a few hours ago so I feel pretty unsettled.
I dont know if its related or if its a coinsedence or what. Or maybe I am just looking for signs in every little thing now and it was just a thing of nature that I saw that can happen anywhere????
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Hello Samaka,
Wow,what a scary thing to have happen,especially in your mind!
Do you know the mind sometimes plays tricks on us,eespecially when tired,during illness and when using drugs,even marijuana can have a real and devastating effect on some folk.
I am 64 years old Samaka,been around esotericism for maybe 47 of those years and I neither have a guide,need a guide or want a guide,do you know why?
Well this human body of ours, and I mean all aspects of it is made or designed by a power so great that he/it decided to grant us "free will",in other words we were let loose into life through birth to grow not just physically but spiritually too.
So,we have the God given right to choose our own path,its as simple as that,if you decide to become involved in the dark sciences then that is your choice,or if you choose the spiritual way then that's good too.
We have obstacles put in our way to test us,some folk overcome these obstacles whilst others don't.
Are you Christian?
Are you baptised?
Did you go through confirmation?
If you did the above especially confirmation then you took " the Father,the Son and the Holy Spirit " as your saviour.
To some it meant nothing,to me it meant that I took Jesus Christ as my saviour above all others?
Its a very solemn oath to take but I took it aged 14 years and accepted that I was now allowed holy communion,I accepted the Holy Eucharist, this is said when you eat the little wafer "body of Christ" and drink the wine "blood of Christ",and it really is a really solemn oath to take.
I have tried to keep my oath,and,I have been truly tested and still am tested everyday.
I do not have a guide,but,I chose a man of eastern birth and religion as my guru,this Christ allowed and why not,my guru is his brother and I am their brother just by birthright!
So stop playing around with things you neither fully understand or want.
You will get folk here answer you from a Google search and then they become experts?,experts at Google not esoteric practice,that is only experienced by practice not by googling an answer for you.
The answer is within you,you are a God created " self contained unit "
Kindest Regards Billy.