All earth angels and light workers...

Moongirl89 · #1 14-02-2017, 07:35 AM

Have people your whole life attacked you in someway that was meant to tear you down? Like you're minding your own business and someone does something inexplicably mean to you just for no apparent reason? Or make some evil comment meant to hurt you and you don't know them?

Did you grow up in an abusive environment?

How was growing up for you? How did you feel as you became older?

I've always felt out of place in this world and saw the evil from being such a small child to now and have always known this isn't how it's supposed to be. I've also felt like this earthly body is so uncomfortable and not really mine. I've always referred to people as "humans" as though I am not. I'm not entirely sure I am an earth angel or light worker or just an insane girl? But this how I feel and I wanna research just a little bit to have a better understanding.

mihael_11 · #2 14-02-2017, 08:06 AM

Maybe you are trappet in other peoples energies, somehow controlled by them.
For every situation it exist energy before it happens, so whatever bad happens, there is energy that enables it. It don't want to say, that all is bad, i am just wired to pleasant experiences.

Yasterday i questioned lightbody and could really felt it. I do too now.
Anyway, just want to support you in whatever you are dealing with, so you come to your senses.

Moongirl89 · #3 14-02-2017, 08:58 AM

I do notice myself picking up people's energies. But I'm always searching for the bad energy so I would know how to work with those people. I grew up in a very abusive and violent environment so I feel like this plays a big part of that.

mihael_11 · #4 14-02-2017, 01:30 PM

Heh, know how it goes. Looks like we are somehow sadistic tempered. Always digging up. I ask myself more often, what makes me doing this? I guess there is no need for it, but doing it anyway.

So what can we actually do with this? What do we want to achieve, come in touch with... Interesting..

I mean, i don't have nothing against abuse and violence, they exist and am quite strong in this area, but always picking something up, that is, what i want to come to bottom so i can be confident in whatever i am experiencing you know.