Dreams back like a bad penny but I just want sleep :-(

[TXGemini]

Well, I should have known this was going to happen. I should have seen it coming. Mr. X insisted on a hug before leaving, but it was different than previous ones. This time it was a longer hug and he rested his cheek against mine which was weird. I could feel his emotions almost. He kept asking "Are we o.k.? Are we good?" I answered, "Yes."

Every night since I haven't had a peaceful night sleep. He's back invading my dreams, no peace, no rest for me. Those 2.5 months of no communication I slept like a baby.

Now the dreams are back vivid, jumbled, incoherent, but overwhelming. I awake physically tired, exhausted, and emotionally drained.

I popped a sleeping pill last night and it didn't even help--still had the same problem. I awoke this morning hearing his voice in my head as clear as if he were in the room with me.

Did he 'mind-meld' me or something? Is that possible?

I've always classified him as a platonic friend and already definitively confirmed via tarot that he's not my romantic soulmate who is coming in the near future.

But I still don't understand what is going on?

[oldasthesea]

I wish mine to invade my dreams again i don´t mind.
Now only once in a while but when he comes it feels good i wake up energized and happy. When i don´t have dreams of him it feels empty inside.

[TXGemini]

Well, i just want peace and silence.

I had another nightmare last night. It started out the same but it went farther than the night before.

I'm deep in the woods, it's pitch black and I only have a flashlight. I hear wolves howling and I start running and I can hear them chasing me. The faster I run the closer I hear them. Then as I look over my shoulder, I notice there is only one wolf chasing me---a very large black wolf with green eyes and he's about to pounce me. But I trip over a tree root and tumble down a ravine.

It's dark and my flashlight is about 10 feet from me. I don't hear the wolves any more, but I hear a man asking me if I'm o.k. The voice sounds familiar but I can't place it. He has a flashlight and shines it down my way. I can't see him because the light is in my face but he reaches his hand out to me. I climb up the hill to him. Once I'm up on steady ground I realize it's Mr. X and try to scream but no sound comes out.

The scene changes immediately to a dark gothic bedroom. This is the room I dreamed about before when I dreamed I was snatched from my soulmate. The room is black and blood red. The walls, windows, and floor are black. The chandelier and bed are blood red. I'm in a blood red velvet Victorian gown. Mr. X is dressed in a black Victorian suit. I try to open the bedroom door but I can't. He walks up from behind me laughs and tells me to stop fighting I will never win.

I awoke just seconds before the clock alarms. I headed to mass to pray the Rosary and asked God for strength and guidance. I don't know if the dream means anything or not. I've had the bedroom dream before. The wolf chase is new--and now I've had it two nights in a row.

For me dreams mean warnings, and it alarms me that when I did the violet meditations and soul tie breaking prayers months ago it just made things worse. I don't know what's going on.

[oldasthesea]

Put a glass of water with salt and make a prayer while you´re putting the glass in the corner of your bed.
It worked for me once i was having crazy nightmares and couldn´t sleep.

Hope this helps Gemini.

[TXGemini]

Thanks Sunflower 10. I'll try tonight. Usually I have to ride them out until whatever happens happens. And usually the 'whatever' is not even close to the dream.

[oldasthesea]

Make a prayer whatever comes to your mind and soul and ask in Jesus name. I´m sure it will help you to have a goodnight without those dreams.

Good luck :)