Could it be like this?

[minxoto]

Hi everyone :-)

I've been absent from the forum for a while since I've done some deep thinking about astrology. Inspired by the card "Mouse" in Medicine Cards, I've have scrutinized my destiny using my whiskers close up so to speak.

Here is what I've found out.

I made a whole new horoscope til a whole new birth time (same date of course) based on the fact that I believe it's when the water broke that is the actual time of separation from my mother.

Both The Koran and The Bible states that all life comes from water, and at the time the water broke I started to swim in my own unconscious - separated from my mothers unconscious for the first time.

I was registered born at 9 pm by the hospital. Now I started to find out when the water broke.

It made a lot of sense to me. I kept on thinking that it somehow got attached to me that my mother so often speaks about 6 pm - it's when her favorite TV-shows starts (some newscast). I thought it was no coincidence, like astrology in general points to.

As I thought of all this, I glimpsed at the wall clock at it showed around 4 minutes before six. I thought that also was no coincidence (this is what mouse medicine does). I thought of when I thought about that I should calculate using the time when the water broke, and I found out it was around three minutes ago.

I then went to make a whole new horoscope. When I used the adjusted time for when the water broke, I got the ascendant at 0 degrees something Capricorn. I adjusted that to be exactly 0 degrees, and used equal houses.

My new and final horoscope have ascendant exactly at 0 degrees Capricorn (the oldest sign in the zodiac) and IC (roots) at 0 degrees Aries (the first sign in the horoscope). My mother is an Aries.

I thought I was spot on the source.

I've done some interpretations after that of different planets using my good old textbooks, and for the first time I could really recognize the person that I have become.

I have Neptune in conjunction with South node in Scorpio in 11th house. I've been held back. There is something I need to learn and experience. My old natal Neptune was in 7th house, and I kind of lost interest in it since it was nothing more to find.

Now with my new Neptune I read about it in the book by Liz Greene, and I found out that it was not just correct - it was also some blurry due to still unknown things.

I have my Saturn in 3rd house now. It makes inhibitions in communicating but that's due to it want it to be true.

I thought I should just think about my new discovery and don't mention it to anyone, but tonight I understood that Neptune conjunct South Node in Scorpio in 11th house, wants me to stay with my group of occult (you guys) and share it here since this is my unborn baby of North Node in 5th house.

And speaking of the occult - I have Sun, Moon, Mercury and Venus in 8th house now, compared to 5th house before that I never really understood why...

[minxoto]

Originally Posted by minxoto

Hi everyone :-)

I've been absent from the forum for a while since I've done some deep thinking about astrology. Inspired by the card "Mouse" in Medicine Cards, I've have scrutinized my destiny using my whiskers close up so to speak.

Here is what I've found out.

I made a whole new horoscope til a whole new birth time (same date of course) based on the fact that I believe it's when the water broke that is the actual time of separation from my mother.

Both The Koran and The Bible states that all life comes from water, and at the time the water broke I started to swim in my own unconscious - separated from my mothers unconscious for the first time.

I was registered born at 9 pm by the hospital. Now I started to find out when the water broke.

It made a lot of sense to me. I kept on thinking that it somehow got attached to me that my mother so often speaks about 6 pm - it's when her favorite TV-shows starts (some newscast). I thought it was no coincidence, like astrology in general points to.

As I thought of all this, I glimpsed at the wall clock at it showed around 4 minutes before six. I thought that also was no coincidence (this is what mouse medicine does). I thought of when I thought about that I should calculate using the time when the water broke, and I found out it was around three minutes ago.

I then went to make a whole new horoscope. When I used the adjusted time for when the water broke, I got the ascendant at 0 degrees something Capricorn. I adjusted that to be exactly 0 degrees, and used equal houses.

My new and final horoscope have ascendant exactly at 0 degrees Capricorn (the oldest sign in the zodiac) and IC (roots) at 0 degrees Aries (the first sign in the horoscope). My mother is an Aries.

I thought I was spot on the source.

I've done some interpretations after that of different planets using my good old textbooks, and for the first time I could really recognize the person that I have become.

I have Neptune in conjunction with South node in Scorpio in 11th house. I've been held back. There is something I need to learn and experience. My old natal Neptune was in 7th house, and I kind of lost interest in it since it was nothing more to find.

Now with my new Neptune I read about it in the book by Liz Greene, and I found out that it was not just correct - it was also some blurry due to still unknown things.

I have my Saturn in 3rd house now. It makes inhibitions in communicating but that's due to it want it to be true.

I thought I should just think about my new discovery and don't mention it to anyone, but tonight I understood that Neptune conjunct South Node in Scorpio in 11th house, wants me to stay with my group of occult (you guys) and share it here since this is my unborn baby of North Node in 5th house.

And speaking of the occult - I have Sun, Moon, Mercury and Venus in 8th house now, compared to 5th house before that I never really understood why...

I should add it's just a theory I have. I might be wrong.