Triggering Karmics

[psychegrl]

The last day and a half I have been experiencing deep love energies from my twin. It's been awhile since I've experienced this and I I'm a little confused by what brought it on.

Also, what I think is my karmic, message me out of the blue yesterday. His life continues to fall apart and not progress forward. He is, I guess, still relying on me to make him feel better. I do offer him condolences on his MIL passing away but what he was looking for was different than what I gave him. I've also known him (as well as my TF) most of my life and we used to be very close for a long time but it brought out the dark/ugly in both of us.

I'm trying to figure out why he's still attached to me. The last two years especially I've made it clear that I am done with him on any emotional attachment. I know that it's hard to just walk away after 15 years of us being close friends/his second wife and having that person to confide in.

I was experiencing my own trauma during these years and relied on him just as much to keep me sane. Now I understand he was keeping me stuck. I've tried to explain this to him but he won't hear me. We rarely saw one another but talked often. Yesterday I missed talking to him but he doesn't like my new found spirituality and path. Believes we are connected somehow. I guess I'm feeling guilt over this?

Kind of interesting how that whole thing worked out on the same day.

Do you find that similar things happened to you?