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[LiveUndead]

All forms of abuse stem from people having HCP and I'm sure they get theirs. All I know is they rattled my brain so bad, and a person transfixated me with a karambit so it is inexplicable for me that I'm alive. This makes anyone sick to think of but I have to consider the facts here.

[LiveUndead]

to explain further I was bleeding out but there was a first aid wiccan there. deeply concerning.

[CrystalSong]

I'm sorry, but what you have typed is not understandable at all.
Perhaps you could fill whatever it is you are discussing in a bit more?
This feels wildly random - there's no context for it and no subject title either to give clues what you are talking about either.
Use your words :)

[LiveUndead]

have had trouble writing things out after the loss. the few have been in the turmoil like mine. because when they have they get given another chance and no one believes in life after death.
you hold onto things with an iron will, they want it. I just want migraines to . I believe that there are endless possibilities already, just one of them is not living with these pains.
I have been using quartz. icepacks as well for above my eyes.

[Serrao]

They say:
In the deepest darkness one can develop the greatest powers.

They also say:
There is no world without problems, and there are no problems without solution.

Best wishes.

[mamahawk]

I looked up what a karambit is (freaking scatter!) Ive always bated knives. Whatever you went through, it must have been... frightening

However I have no idea what hcp stands for, and I agree with crystalsong, I don't know how much anyone can help (If thats even what you want) when we're unsure what you're saying.

I also agree with Serrano though. Ive been through dark times myself and it can give us the opportunity to know ourselves better, even if it doesn't feel that way at all at the time.

Either way, it sounds like you're in pain, and I hope you have gotten the appropriate medical attention, I don't know what medical wiccans do?

[CrystalSong]

Okay, what you added doesn't bring anymore clarity so I'm going to take a WILD stab at what may have happened to you from what strange bits you've written.

You wanted to know if there's life after death, or wanted to try and contact someone you lost so you went to Wiccans to see if they could help you and among the ritual objects they used to assist you in your quest was a nasty looking freaking scary knife called a karambit which they used to bleed you in some manner and you nearly bled out and died and someone with some First Aid skills managed to stop the blood flow before you lost consciousness, or you did loose consciousness and had a NDE, but now you have migraine headaches as a result of all the blood loss.

Is that what happened?

[LiveUndead]

[ignore]..

[LiveUndead]

I really died. I ended up in a parallel dimension as scientists would call it. There's a nil chance I wasn't jabbed with this karambit. It was a custom I believe making it a maroon colour. These are popular with young kids wanting knives right now. Because I wouldn't doubt today's youth in terms of craziness coupled with the town I live in, again there is a nil chance I never died out. My faith tells me that the dead are aware of nothing. I don't quite believe that fine scripture any more.
Just trying to get back what once was. Full healing is not long for me now. Definitely lost something after being stfo.

[CrystalSong]

I'm not questioning that you died/had an OBE. I know such things are possible and have myself.
I'm questioning how you ended up in this circumstance and how it was witches were involved and how there was knives and bleeding.
Were you at a coven circle? Were you hanging out with the wrong people or street thugs?

Ultimately if you can't sort out what led you to nearly bleeding out and make better choices about the people you are trusting with your life then situations like this are very likely to keep happening until you select safer people to spend time with and trust your back too.