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Originally Posted by zeropointchoirgirl
How do you get rid of the possession, may I ask?
That could be it, I used a letter board sometimes. I also sometimes forgot to cleanse after answers.
Well with my second post, it admitted it was lying. It keeps lying about who it is. Now it’s wanting to settle on Lucifer.
For some reason I can see the answers in my head in the form of a pendulum and I have the past two days. Before I lost my guides, they told me I was psychic and that the connection I opened up that way was not safe for me. Honestly all of this is new to me and I’m really, really confused here. I had a dream last night and I think I had visions of one of my guides and maybe god? I don’t know. But this morning while sleeping I had a really evil dream of watching a cat of mine who is missing being decapitated before me. That and the answers
I was receiving in my dream and pendulum (confirming) were not accurate or in character, and basically this thing said it didn’t have good intentions for me. I just don’t know what it is.
This evening I’ve been watching movies and have dulled the intensity of the presence, trying not to give it power. I got it to admit it is afraid of me, has no power over me and can only harm my mind. It said it was scared of Sunday and that it regretted attaching itself to me. So I am in control at least.
Honestly if someone had told me all of this last week, I’d have called them crazy. Because it is crazy. I can scarcely believe it myself.
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Hi again.
Where you ask how do I get rid of the possession are you asking on how to get rid of yours or how I had handled the case where I had been possessed?
If in the case of my possession, it happened to a friend of mine first, his eyes became blackness, and he was cursing me in a voice not his own, and speaking Latin. I helped him through it by holding him, and talking calmly to him, letting him know as a person and friend that I knew he was still in there as I put it, and I hugged him tightly told him not to worry, that even if he lashed out I knew it was not him, as it was quite evident he was under possession. I held him and talked to him, and told him I would not let go of him until it had passed. Finally it passed and left him. We talked a bit, I error-ed and made the arrogant statement it was over, as soon as I said it was over- coming from a place of- it dare not trifle with me, it entered me then and sure enough the same thing happened. Every word that came out of my mouth was hateful, I was trying very hard to get the truth of what I was actually thinking out- I am sorry, I do not mean to say this... this is not me etc etc, but what I was trying and wanting to say would not come out, my vocal apparatus was manipulated, there were moments my words would come out of my own mouth while at the same time the words of this entity would come out- the very moment I myself was talking. I ended up like my friend speaking Latin. I was still there within my body and present the entire time, unable to have full control of what I was saying. My eyes according to my friend like his, had turned blackish.
What ended up happening and the way in which my friend expelled it from me, is the same way in which I expelled it from him, he showed me caring, compassion and he told me the same thing I told him- that he knew it wasn't me, that even if I lashed out, he would hold me and he would not let me go, because he knew it was not I who did this.
Only in my friend's case the entity did not do as much harm, as my friend put his trust and faith in me, and did not let it get the best of him.
I on the other hand had other plans in mind. When the entity entered me, it took a load of my strength to fight it, so much so I grew very very tired. At one point towards the end I grew so tired that I decided (mentally) then and there I wanted it to take me- to end me, I had plans to meet it on MY terms, wherever it intended to take me.
Essentially my friend told me it looked like I was letting the thing kill me, as I grew pallor and pallor in color and sapped out of life/ energy. Essentially my friend was right, and that is exactly what I was attempting to do- let it end me. My aim was for it to end me, and if this Christian concept of a hell existed, my hopes were that it would drag me there- As I had every intention of meeting it in its territory and then as I told my friend "Tearing it the hell apart" in which my friend responded with "Yeah well that is stupid..."
The only thing that made me fight it, is my friend telling me he loved me, and trying to convince me of this.
He must have succeeded to convince me. As the thing departed, and I am alive today.
That is how I got rid of my friend's possession and he mine. Love. In the moment of it occurring. Absolute love, and absolute faith.
If you had meant to ask me how to get rid of your possession, first let me say, I am no expert, I have had experiences with malicious entities and every case is unique but I am no priest, I am female, otherwise if I had been privileged enough to have been born male- I possibly would have done just that during my upbringing, eventually if I were male- I'd have made attempts to join the priesthood by now. But I am female, and I don't want to be a nun.
So realize I am no expert, but I will offer you this... alright? I don't think what you have here is a case of you being possessed at all. These entities are lying to you.
You say you see a pendulum within the mind's eye. Yes I actually have seen something like this as well. After use of a physical pendulum if I close my eyes I am able to see the motion of the swing still within my mind and if I concentrate I also can view a solid image of a pendulum, ask questions and take note of answers.
First I think the way to stop this is to stop doing this. Stop visualizing both the pendulum in your mind, and stop using a letter board or type of letter board for answers both physical boards of letters or imagined ones.
That is how you can stop communication with the lying entities, as it is you who is letting this communication through. You are responsible both for your physical actions- ie using a physical pendulum and letter board- as well as your spiritual actions- ie envisioning a pendulum. You are absolutely right when you say you are in control.
You are in control, you are always in control. This is your life, enjoy it, do not squander time on entities unworthy of your effort, time, and energy.
I do not personally think that if you would like to establish communication with your guides, that this is a healthy or proper way of trying this. The proof is in the pudding. You are getting too many confusing messages, and worse so you are focusing too much on them.
Say I did use a letter board- say something spelled out that it is called The one and Only Lord Ball or some other drivel.
You think I am going to sit there and try and figure out what it really is? That itself tells me then and there it isn't up to any good.
My next step would be- to put the pendulum away, throw the letter board out, and not pick the pendulum back up again until I am ready mentally and emotionally, as well as spiritually to try again
if at all.
My thoughts here and realize I am not judging you, I genuinely hope for nothing but the best for you, and your spiritual development, are that I do not feel you are under any possession at all. It wouldn't hurt like I said if it would give you peace of mind, to attend services and talk to the pastor- or other leader, and tell them you would like a prayer said for you. But do you have to? No. You are not under possession friend. You are fine, simply being led to believe you are somehow by the means of which you are communicating, and whatever you are communicating with- not all spirits are of the light.
But I think physically you need not worry of possession at this time.
I would however suggest you perhaps consider giving the pendulum a rest for a while, and read here at Sf, about guides, and experiences with guides others here have had with their own. and of course always question and ask questions, but perhaps not so much with the pendulum.
Your intent is good, as you say you wish only to communicate with your guides, perhaps though the means of communicating is a bit sketchy.
I do not use a pendulum to try and communicate with my guides.
Wishing the best to you, and that you get this all sorted.
Relax for a while, perhaps give the pendulum a break for a bit,, and focus on something that gives you joy for a while, anything you love doing, that helps relax you.
Hopefully others here can offer more information and assistance to you as well.
All my best to you.