How tarot helped me
Hi everyone!
Today I want to write about how tarot helped me.
I'm - as many of you know - mentally ill, and I struggle with mental and emotional battle against my past and people that I suspected were not good to me - without anyone could really see or know it.
I knew something wrong they've done, but I wasn't sure if it affected me or not. Since I'm the victim here, I don't know the secret tactics of my enemies.
I very often felt like a looser - particularly since so many said I was wrong, that I should forget it, that I only hurt myself thinking about it. I've stopped talking about it also, and I was in doubt if I should mention it here.
But then I thought - this sort of arena could possible hide many other that have been misused without knowing it, knowing it or just have a blurry suspicion like I had. So maybe my words will help and inspire them.
Well, the case is - I did a profile reading of a person I know. I wasn't sure if he was guilty in anything, though I knew something he had done that I thought was wrong. Even so - I used the Vision Quest Tarot and made a profile reading of him, and one of the cards I pulled for him had the following interpretation in the little booklet that follows the deck: "Misuse of power".
So it's really true, I thought - but I still wasn't 100 % sure.
Then this morning I woke up and got the instant thought (many weeks later than the reading) that the reading was an evidence that tarot - and for sure Vision Quest Deck) are really true, and even if that person lives well like nothing had happen, I know for sure that God knows.
I can't explain the good feeling I had when I 100 % felt that God knows everything. :-)
So if you've been abused or misused, there is no need to always fight back. One can trust tarot and God - that he/she sees and knows it all.
At least it made me really relax :-)
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