this is multi-layered, and has an '
inception' feel to it too, given the shock
of realization of so much having occurred within such a short time span.
the strobe effect draws attention to the idea of things proceeding in a disjointed
manner, lacking the [illusion of?] continuity provided under normal circumstances.
the additional flashlights, which allow you to discover things hidden in plain sight,
seem to be provided through the perspectives you've gained by traveling through
dimensions of reality.
i don't have a sense of what you were intending to achieve through this dream
sequence... what the message your subconscious sought to deliver to your
conscious mind seems a mystery yet. getting to 'the root cause' of all that is,
beyond the circumstances you've created [controlled] on the other levels may
be what you were seeking... but there might be fear attached, expressed as
a concern of death.
"The darkness of my eyes closed looks very haywire."
this is suggestive that you might be able to do some repair. perhaps you can
rewire something in order to provide better functionality. the 'dreams of life'
might improve if you apply some effort in doing that work. for you to notice
the 'haywire' element is implying that you have an innate understanding of
how it would look if things were in a better state.