Generational Healing

I was discussing today with someone about the walk through, what I perceived as my own generational healing space and shift.

In many ways carrying my own perceptions of pain and fears from my own childhood, there was a point in my journey whereby I came to realize that I was carrying more than my own pain and fears. Of course as a child, taking on others pain was where it came from.

When you look at this space with clarity in time, you realize that the pain locked into your own emotions came from more than just your own perceptions. It was other peoples pain, being perceived by you and then as you take on that pain, you take on more than your own in that space.

I guess as I became more aware of fear and facing fears, letting go of trapped emotions and then becoming aware of others, I found myself also having to let go/release myself from the bondage of family and generational patterns. Of course letting go of pain often allows for you to let go of it all, but I recal, there were times where I was very confused as to what to do with some spaces that were arising. It didnt feel like my stuff and I soon learned that it was not. There was another part in me that was not mine, but I was carrying it all. Those times, simply only required clarity to know that I no longer needed to be bound by all those in that generational pattern.

Freeing the mind body spirit of generational pain and patterns and the souls in you connected to it all can feel like the biggest boulder being lifted from you and the most freeing.

For me there was a recognition moment from spirit in that shift, I recal walking outside, seeing a giant white phoenix in the sky... I also heard the chorus of angels resounding somewhere in time. That was rather special to embrace in that moment.

[Belle]

I love the phoenix you saw - what a great symbol.

I would endorse what you said, it echoes what I am going through, I know my stuff is not just my stuff but also stuff from others, and perhaps hand-me-downs from past generations - which I may have participated in - in the own family or other family units which I might have existed in. But it is all there, in the joints, in the heart, waiting to be healed.

That energy that is not healed doesn't die with the person, it is handed onto someone else.

Originally Posted by Belle

I love the phoenix you saw - what a great symbol.

I would endorse what you said, it echoes what I am going through, I know my stuff is not just my stuff but also stuff from others, and perhaps hand-me-downs from past generations - which I may have participated in - in the own family or other family units which I might have existed in. But it is all there, in the joints, in the heart, waiting to be healed.

That energy that is not healed doesn't die with the person, it is handed onto someone else.

Yes.

I remember a time of recognising that lessons and reactions are passed through generations...in the same way that we carry our own karma through lifetimes. on each release or completion of a karmic tie it brings a beautiful lightness.

Originally Posted by Meadows

I remember a time of recognising that lessons and reactions are passed through generations...in the same way that we carry our own karma through lifetimes. on each release or completion of a karmic tie it brings a beautiful lightness.

so you became aware of it through each process..that makes sense to why my own release at the end of my own karmic ties felt so heavy....I see now why I had a several spirit guides holding my vibration to release it all in one go...it was a virtual let go, let god with a union of spirits one with me...thanks meadows you have opened me to see with some clarity now why it felt so intense..and how the lightness came into my being on that release...

There will be other times for you to release SW...but each differs in its intensity. On another thread I spoke about a time of life being torn to pieces...of everything being thrown up in the air. That was more intense (for me) than feeling the release of generational ties. Perhaps because it involved letting go physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Perhaps because it went into past life karma.

I feel the lightness now because that's where I'm at now. I am just beginning to appreciate what's happened. But it knocked me with incredible force.

Because you have been through an intense release...you have the muscle to be able to meet that intensity again.

Originally Posted by Meadows

There will be other times for you to release SW...but each differs in its intensity. On another thread I spoke about a time of life being torn to pieces...of everything being thrown up in the air. That was more intense (for me) than feeling the release of generational ties. Perhaps because it involved letting go physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Perhaps because it went into past life karma.

I feel the lightness now because that's where I'm at now. I am just beginning to appreciate what's happened. But it knocked me with incredible force.

Because you have been through an intense release...you have the muscle to be able to meet that intensity again.

Thankyou for sharing your own experience...and yes for me it was all as one..so the intensity of the physical, emotional, mental and my spirit was all entwined as four big releases over three months. The generational was only one space...within a greater upheavel as one. Of course the layers prior to that were at times as intense since my awakening began in my twenties...the cycle of completion took me over twenty six years..

Releases are only as intense as the painbody attached to the release..when you reach the core of your pain and you rebirth you will understand.... if you are to walk that far for your own journey of course.

Breaking free from Karmic ties is attainable...when one is free to feel in the moment....and not try to escape what they feel and create more struggle.

I am glad you feel the lightness...as you grow into the light, you will shine most bright I am sure...

I've never seen awakening as a thing that can be started or completed or attained. I know many do. But it seems as a thing it is something to add to the have/have not perception that is such a negative in the human disposition. Without it, we would simply work as one...learning...giving...not measuring. To do so is infinitely closer or in flow with our universe.

I've grown without books or religions and perhaps my take has something of an innocence to it (you may laugh at it lol). But it is how I want to be. Nothing dismays me more than people with such great potential giving up on the basis that they are all they can imagine being.

with respect x

Originally Posted by Meadows

I've never seen awakening as a thing that can be started or completed or attained. I know many do. But it seems as a thing it is something to add to the have/have not perception that is such a negative in the human disposition. Without it, we would simply work as one...learning...giving...not measuring. To do so is infinitely closer or in flow with our universe.

I've grown without books or religions and perhaps my take has something of an innocence to it (you may laugh at it lol). But it is how I want to be. Nothing dismays me more than people with such great potential giving up on the basis that they are all they can imagine being.

with respect x

When you release yourself from the painbody of the past......you do see seperation and breaking free...awakening and remembering who you really are...sets you to begin the real dream within the dream...and thats most exciting ...so in your share there, its not over for me either so I can relate.....its like having a second chance to really show myself what I can create and become without the weight of the past...reconnection and expansion in new light...

You spoke of intensity of releases to come for me and you...the only intensity I now feel in my connections, is to feel and let go with less struggle than before...that is where I am at...As for intensity now, its feeling the love intensity that is what I am learning to hold...because that can sometimes be a reminder of the intensity of pain one walks through.....and of course balance always comes for both...

The only giving up perceptions is your own...really.

The inner child journey back to wholness is always inclusive of innocence imo. But then books can be too...depends on how your own perception sees things..compares things...the mind likes to do that.

Imagine oh yes...its an infinite ride from here on in...if you dont allow your perception of others to infilitrate your own foundation...you allow others in your dismay to just be exactly where they, as I am sure you do.

With respect..of course...in all I share and based on my own experience of course..

I am glad you're not giving up. i like you, I really do. But I would like one day to simply share and hear your shares without the concepts of what it means in terms of the linear journey. In my perception, there is no beginnings or endings

I am as small as I ever was...as powerless and weak. I've been through so many experiences that I can't understand them, because there are too many ways of seeing them - so many angles of perception at once that it becomes too vast for me to comprehend. It's in that vastness that I see my frailty, my smallness, and strength is the paradox