Cousin sufocating me

[oldasthesea]

My cousin wich i have some argues, we were together in family meeting and my aunt that died was there.
I remember my cousin was grabbing my neck and wanting to sufocate me.
It was so unconfortable to see her anger, hate towards me.
Dunno why my aunt was there if she is already in the spirit world.

I am doing a mantra to forgive myself, trying to silence the mind for 21 days. Maybe some ugly things comes to surface by that.

Thank you.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

the dream seems to be about "old business" and "dead energy".
was the aunt the mother to the 'murderous' cousin? some (extended) family
issue may have been re-enacted through that dream. it almost seems as if
'possession' were involved, where the cousin wasn't acting of her own accord
but instead directed through some 'legacy' energy.
it might involve 'retribution' for some sin of the past... was that deceased
aunt prevented from "speaking her truth" in some manner? [by your mother?]
the issue could even predate your immediate family relations, and extend
backwards to an earlier generation(!?).

[oldasthesea]

Hi Horace.
I had some indirect argument with that cousin, as i said in a previous post. I don´t know wether she hates me or not to send me indirects to hurt me.
That aunt of mine that passed away had some serious influence on them, lots of lies she told to that cousin and the rest of my family. Turned them against us me and my mother.
Anyway, going to make peace with it tomorrow in the church with that aunt.

Some secrets are in this family and some died with that aunt of mine.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

well, the secrets might be buried, but if their effects are continuing then they
aren't really dead. the idea of you being choked/suffocated would effectively
prevent you from speech... which is why i'd thought that it was 'retribution'
for something out of the past. maybe your aunt had felt herself prevented
from expressing her hurts or desires? and maybe she'd placed the blame for
that on your parents? to "make peace with it" might require you to be open
to hearing some complaints from out of the past [probably something you've
had no hand in].
i'm hopeful that all will work out for you in this matter. it may be that you
need to sever all ties with that side of your family, if they're determined to
cause you harm and seemingly have no rationale behind that.