Journaling

Documentation. Soul searching. Passion. Emotional exploration. Patterns. Memories. Reminders. Poetry. Release.

Self indulgently, since I do not have any "direct" lines of communication with my soul connection, I began to catch myself writing my journal as if letters to him. Sometimes, when I write, time slows down in a way that I can watch the ink from my pen dry on the page as it seeps into his consciousness through the language of the soul. I used to only imagine this was true, but I'm actually starting to see how writing clarifies my own experience, making it clearer for him to understand through our connection. Anyway, some of the insights in my journal are miraculous. I think it might be an interesting thread to share some of what we have written, and learned about ourselves. Or is that CRAZY? Haha.

Excerpt:
"Every Friday night, I sit by the piano where I first sang for you. Sometimes, my mind wanders and I think of all the innocence and promise of that first meeting. If I have a regret, it's all the clutter and messiness that has since covered that, and so many memories like it. Those beautiful, magic moments with you - countlessly adding up to a magnificent tale of waking up. You were all I could see as I woke, and I will never forget your face in all that sunlight."

I wrote 18 pages yesterday

tried to tell it like a story

I called it falling in love on acid

what was weird was at 4 oclock i felt the most intense tension and rage spread throughout my body out of nowhere

it certainly was not mine

[mystical]

ya know its crazy u just emntioned this journal , as last year i actually made a journal , it was when i was smack bang in the midle with it all not knwoing what was going off but my soul knew , anyway i finally got my journal back yesterday a sit was on my old pc that was broke , when i went back over it i got alot of clarity , one of the things tho that stuck ouit at me was the date , i made that diary on the 9th dec 2009 , i recieved it back last nite , the date was 09.12 2010i took this as a sign to continue where i left off who knows maybe next year i will look back at this year n see that i still dont know everything lol