Dream Time

[psychegrl]

My TF journey had always been about me and my process. He's married and is choosing another path. I've felt him energetically but tried to keep my distance from him. I know he's dealing with a lot. But last night was crazy!

I don't usually dream of him and when I did it was always across the room and he was looking at me with distrust. The last time was about 2 months ago and he was distracted and his wife (whom I've never met) came up to me and laid a big bundle of papers (our communication?) saying that she knows. Nothing since.

Last night I dreamt about him. It was crazy!!!! He was setting up a party where he was inviting his whole family and friends as well as streaming it live. So weird right? He wanted me to give a speech after he did and I was so overwhelmed the whole time. He was preparing everything and I was just going along, nervous and slightly embarrassed.

Then there was a whole part where he bought a business that included us wearing traditional Indian clothing. Lol Not even his style....

Also I had a huge pain release in my back that had been bothering me for about a week. So awful!

No idea what any of this means.