Hi everyone

[specks.of.infinity]

Hi to you all,

I signed up at this forum as I am going through an awakening
and have nowhere and nobody else to turn to.
I do not know wether it is apropriate to say this in a welcoming thread
but I am so lost and no matter which direction I turn to
they all seem like dead ends.
Currently I am doing an Internship so I can apply to university
but getting up every morning, sitting behind a desk all day
doesn't seem to be worth it anymore.
I would love to travel and I also have the money to do so
but something is holding me back. My parents to be specific.
They weren't exactly happy about me ever since I graduated
because for 2 years afterwards I didn't really do anything.

It is true that I would love to go to university, I like the people and the atmosphere,
I worked very hard to get accepted and the subjects are exactly
what I always wanted but my gut is telling me I will not finish my degree,
that a part of me is just using uni to get away from my parents
so I can finally do whatever I want.

I will welcome every bit of advice with open arms
Namaste

[dream jo]

hi.............................

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

hi specks.of.infinity.
i advise you to do as directed by your heart.
if further study is exactly what you've always
wanted, i see no reason for you to hesitate.
if your gut turns out to have been right all
along, then it'll deserve praise for providing
you with that foreknowledge... when/if the
time comes.


nice tune this:
Yann Tiersen - Comptine d`un autre ete - l`apres-midi
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvryolGa19A

[Chrysalis]

Greetings specks.of.infinity and welcome to SF!

[specks.of.infinity]

Thank you H:O:R:A:C:E for your kind words :) I tend to spiral donw in hopelessness and making matters wors than they actually are Hearing your words make things ridiculously easy


Also thanks to everyones welcoming posts

[SeekerOfKnowledge]

Hello specks.of.infinity,

welcome to Spiritual Forums. You are not alone with what you are going through, there are others here with similar experiences. Enjoy your stay.

[Fulkrum]

Hello! Newbie here :)

[Fulkrum]

Need Friends :)

[Chrysalis]

Originally Posted by Fulkrum

Hello! Newbie here :)

Hi there Fulkrum. You can start your own thread in the welcome forum.

[Spirited]

Hi Specks.of.Infinity - welcome to SF. I hope this forum enables you to learn what you are needing in this moment to make the path ahead of you clearer. Hope to see you around the forum :)