I blame myself

[minxoto]

I blame myself for all pain and misery in my life.

I believe in astrology and past life karma. So my horoscope shows that I have done something wrong in earlier life that I need to pay the consequences for in this life. It doesn't show what wrong I did - I believe that is due to Jesus Christ and the fact that he covers all my sins.

I blame myself for all the wrong things I've done - but could I blame Jesus Christ for covering up the truth so I can't pay the consequences - or is he making the whole thing bearable for me?

Or should I forget Jesus Christ and think more of astrology as the truth?

Thank God it's not just pain and misery. I must have done something right in earlier life also.