Signs after requesting course-corrections from spirit guides

[Luchiha]

Hello, I was very unsure about where to post this message... It could have gone in the dreams, spirit guides, or religion sections but I decided this was the best fit...

Two years ago, I moved to Seattle. While there are a couple of positives to my move, the majority of it has been negative. I recently have regretted my decision, whereas before I just kept trying to make it work. It is as simple as I dislike Seattle and university life. I am going to school to learn Japanese. I have been learning Japanese for 8 years, and learning foreign languages have been my passion for so long.

That being said, I moved to Seattle so that I could be closer to Asia, live in a diverse city, and go to a university where I would study languages. My primary language is Japanese, but I have taken other language classes and have been drawn to many other languages besides Japanese. Even so, the primary reason I live here is for Japanese.

I realized this summer that I didn't want to move to Japan. I love visiting, but living there for some reason gives me a bad gut feeling. This poses many problems in the "real world" as many businesses and people who would hire someone that speaks Japanese expect that I live in Japan for some time to truly learn Japanese. I don't want to get an internship. I don't want to be a teacher of English in Japan. I don't want to work for the US government. My only choice I have found so far that I like would be translating books. But all of this hard work just to translate books? Freelancing sounds like my best option. And I would be okay with that, but something stops me from wanting to live in Japan to perfect my Japanese.

Anyway, I asked to switch out my spirit guides and requested a specialist guide who could help with "course-corrections". Every since then, the guides have been telling me the Middle East may be a better place to learn more about, learning Arabic and Egyptian Arabic could be beneficial to me, and I have been having dreams about wearing a hijab (which I hadn't previously associated with the Middle East as much as you'd expect) and have had the urge to wear a hijab recently. When I look up "hijab in dreams" it is always linked to religion. I have had no interest in the Middle East, because it is so controversial here in the US that I stayed away from it entirely.

Today someone showed me a painting of a person wearing a hijab out of the blue. They didn't know about my new interest, so I think it is my guides trying to give me signs for.... something... Perhaps it is not about the Middle East but some kind of metaphor, as dreams and signs often are.

Please help if you have any guesses or advice!!! I am slightly puzzled but have been learning some things about the Middle East to see if there's more to this than I realize...

(NOTE: I'm going to be finishing my college degree this year, but I am rethinking my plans for after college of going overseas again just yet)