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Originally Posted by Hge86
Hello. I’ve had much struggle with infertility and last night I drew a three card speed asking about myself ever having children and this is what I got... Ace of cups, the magician, and queen of pentacles? I thought that the Ace of cups was good, but the magician threw me off. Any suggestions?
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Hello
Taking each card as individual at times outside the question asked sheds light on the meaning as a whole.
Ace of Cups -
Key Words - compassion, creativity, overwhelming emotions
Queen of Pentacles -
Key Words - practical, homey, motherly, down to earth, security
The Magician
Key Words -action, conscious awareness,concentration, power
It makes sense that this is a very emotional time and brings in conflicts and questions onto what is happening or not happening and why. So the Ace of Cups makes sense that it shows.
With the Queen of Pentacles showing this could reflect that place of what the heart desires but the Universe does not grant. That inner conflict that one does feel when one wants to produce a child.
The Magician is the wild card in the mix, this is the message card, we can take the actions to create a child but the body might not have the conscious awareness on how this is to be done. One might or might not hold the power to produce. It takes two to produce that match is needed.
When it comes to pregnancy I so feel that is is the hands of a much higher power than the cards can show us. I was 18 when I had a reading done saying I would have 3 children later in life, that I would only be with the one man in life. At 20 I was told I could have no children, that my mate could also have no children (he had the mumps at 18) I had a hormone imbalance. My age pre dates the now ways that implantation can take place. Yet I had three kids, that the Dr can not explain. I went into early pre menopause so I became super fertile is the theory. I too am not with the ex I have a new man in my life.
So while part of the reading many years late played correct part did not. If I had taken the reading to heart, I would not maybe have opened the door to let someone new into my life and the life of my kids. Readings are a guideline not something that is carved in stone.
I had made peace with not having children, to find I was with child. Too the early part of the pregnancy was not good, I almost lost my pregnancy so I wondered if it was a "test" in a cruel manor. Again the Dr is stunned I carried to term. I was throwing massive clots. I went on to have 2 more, again not the easiest of paths.
I know there is a reason that I have them, they are in them self a test on me.
My wish if that you find your path with this, as its not an easy path with our without a child in life.
Lynn