New to this

Hello All,

I'm new to this forum and still finding my way around. I recently lost my best friend to a brain tumour. Since her passing I keep thinking I've been receiving signs. However, then I doubt myself and think that I'm deluding myself due to grief. I've never seen so many white feathers. They just keep appearing. A lamp that used to work properly now keeps spontaneously switching itself on. We've checked the wiring. There's nothing wrong with it. I've had several vivid dreams of my friend. In the last one she looked younger than when I first met her. A gift she gave me that didn't work before she died now works . I recently had very strange dream where I spoke to a man with three eyes. I don't know what to make of it all. Can you offer any insights? I'm floundering here.

Thanks

BlueMoon