Lucid and it gets weird

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

So this is typical of me going lucid, just so you know its sort of reoccurring.

I'm lock away some where, and i become lucid, the gate comes up but its spikey on the bottom and keeps going up and down, I grab a pillow put it on my back and slide under, I put my hand on a door knob and enter a dark lit room. The colors are dengy red and black light glow. I open doors and walk through rooms. There is a faceless man. The vibe turns sexual and i stop dreaming.

Another, I am in like a boiler/coal room, there is hot fire in shoots and a creepy skeleton like grim reaper feeding the flames, Im laying on a bed its cluttered, the Grim reaper comes over and inserts a sharp metal object inside of me, I enjoy it but am subtely aware of the morbidity of it. Appauled I awaken.

Why do my lucid dreams go to such dark places?

[dream jo]

yes i get it lucded dreams i do
sum tims i do in dakk plases
not lk yday dream i had dream i had flt real lk lucedd 2
dnt thng iv evr sean techrs behav lk wat way did in dream lol
i get wear u comin i do
mayb u tryn 2 keep in darkk abot thngs
im not gud it intetpin dreams just dreamin dreams
iv bean washin lucd dreams on yt
i no wear u cum frm abot skeltin 1 2 i had 1 not so lng go abot picin bodys up sum wz skeltins cud be oldd prt of u
for sum rseons i lk mad crasyy dreams mor thn orderny dreams
sorry im bablin on 2 mush

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

there is an active principle and a passive principal that people involve
themselves in. the passive principle invites "other forces" to supply
some ingredients into the mix (of things we experience); the active
principle is how we choose to interact within the scene.
the "dark places" that your lucid dreams have presented to you appear
to involve "creepy" elements, such as dimly lit settings and faceless
or skeletal figures. these are non-directed by you (passive elements),
which means that the sexual vibes are from your active principle.
my sense is that you're inclined [hardwired?] towards choosing creation
above all other possibilities... in these 'darker' episodes, it may express
as a desire to make something good out of the bad cards you're dealt.
i also sense that you're needing to widen your array of options for how
you deal with things (in the dream-worlds), since not all of these
passively invited elements are conducive towards your greater health.
you can lovingly decline to 'commune' with these darker energies, imo.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

i like Perfection's contribution.
where in the first dream you've said: "The vibe turns sexual and i stop dreaming.",
THAT was, i take it, your conscious choice to "not engage" in the activity.
the point (i believe) is that you wish to proceed from these 'dark scenarios'
into a more 'wholesome' reality... and not perpetuate the bizarre/creepy
elements (which intercourse would tend towards).
i believe that you can find an unconditionally loving manner in which to "redeem"
whatever 'darker impulses' have been supplying themselves to your attention,
without them becoming strengthened in their predilection towards 'anti-love'.