Received 19/03/11

Thank you. Just received after son told me he and his wife decided tonight to go thir seperate ways.

[Saggi]

I felt to choose some cards and was drawn to my Atlantis Cards.

I titled the email, Can I have a reading please? and raised my energy.

This is how I started the email:

Thank you!

I have chosen the Atlantis cards with the Celtic Cross layout.

I ask that my higher self comes forward to asist me in my reading.

My channel is clear and I am ready!

In responce to this the cards did not fly out as they usually did, I'm accepting this as the cards are not necessary!

This is what I received:


With the sun warming my face through the window I received, remember this!

I received the love feeling!

That feeling of a dull ache, like I was filling up!

I felt wings enfolding around my shoulders.

I am aware of the colour orange, not just as a colour, as an energy pulsing!

I'm walkingh, entering a forest!. I'm on apath with trees alongside of me!

I'm returning to an old meditation!

There's a cottage, a lady and her two children, a boy and a girl, are inside.

I sense sadnes, yet so much love!

A man is in the room, yet he's not a part of where they are!

A big man, with a beard!

He has a aura of him that has a feel of Father Christmas, like he places you on his knee and makes you laugh!

You would feel safe with him!

The lady is serving dinner, it's not modern times, she is wearing a long dress that rustles when she walks.

Their dinner is served on tin plates.

They are sat at a big table, it looks handmade, very well hand made.

It's rustic, no varnish, yet beautiful in it's natural state.

They sit as close together as they can, the lady at the top of the tablke and the children at her sides.

They aren't talking, although it doesn't appear necessary that they do.

They are just enjoying their meal.

The man is watching them, remember how he once used to sit with them, a part of this family gathering.

Emotions enter the room and they all look at each other in turn.

they ease away.

I feel the filling up of love again

I'm aware of the colour yellow.

The lady sets about clearing up.

The children begin to play.

The girl draws a picture, her family, the man is included!

The house is as it looks from the outside, and they are all there together. The picture contains a sun, some flowers and a rainbow. The lady hugs the little girl and places the picture where it can be seen.

Emotions enter the room again!

How I wish I could hold them as they hold each other..

The lady goes outside to bring in the washing. She feels the sun on her face, she looks to the sky and smiles.. Just briefly she hugs some washing to her.

She goes back in and ruffles her son's hair, he smiles.Do not regret that you didn't feel like this!

Do not beleive that what you did was wrong!

People grieve in there own ways, some learn of others, some learn by themselves.

No-one could replace him, because there was nothing there to replace.

Your place for your father was empty!

Void!

You knew nothing of him.

The odd photo, the odd snippet of information.

Any feelings didn't match up with what you knew.

You could not greive!

you could not remember what it felt like to be in his arms.

Even now it's only what you consider it feels like.

On receiving a message, you received a feeling, this you associate with what it would feel like.

Some people have shown you how it's not meant to be, try not to dwell on this!

Through giving to your children, you have changed things.

This is your turn to learn!

How can you know, if you can't find a memory link to associate it with.

Patience is what is required. From you!

You are learning!

When you found him, you leaned, it's all you could do.

There were no physical arms to hold you!

Have there ever been?

You accept the love given by your guides, the stroking of your head as you lay on their laps, you have learnt to accept this.

You accept the enfolding of the angel wings, you have learnt this.

Realise you have to learn to accept love from another.

You don't know the right way, so you accept their way.

You only know how you give!

By putting yourself in their place you give them the love you think they would like to receive bvecause that's how you would like to receive it.

By sharing their experience, you gain the love that way. From yourself!

From us when you call on us!

Where's the love that's just for you?

Where's the feeling for someone to put their arms around you, just for you!

You have felt this from your guides, a spiritual hug, you know what it feels like.

You know from other's reactions how strange it can feel when you give and they're not used to it.

This is your time now.

You will receive!

Your aversions are because you're not used to it!

Your questions are because you are searching for the reasons why!

Is there a reason why with you? Do you, just to offer comfort?

Realise these questions are natural!

Yes, you have received by giving, yet that's because it's the way you've learnt.

Others will gain from it too!

Those who give to you will receive, it's a natural process.

It will just happen naturally tho!

You will see!

The house in the woods came back, I took one last look through the window and saw a family!

Regardless!

I walked backwards through the forest path and stood at the beginning!

I was safe behind me at all times, I felt this!

I will return there for guidance as I walk along.

The picture I will receive when it is time to return will be the opening.

I close my eyes and see my home!

I am loved here!

Love and hugs

Jo

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