real world, honest, expereince of the kundalini awakening

[barrynu]

Originally Posted by running

nobody knows better than ourselves. who is to say meditation is a tool for everybody.

i disagree in that i think you are experiencing the silence but i could be wrong. the way you describe it and from what i expereince your witnessing the dissolving of the mind as it arrises through the power of shakti.

and im also more about the feminine nature thaat being the shakti. when the masculine becomes to dominant the emptiness can make me sit and sit and sit and next thing you know time goes by and i missed out in being alive. i am biased towards the feminine.

Yes,you are correct,I do have silence.
Its not the silence that disconnects me from the outside sensory world which would lead to emptiness and void and as you said "missing out on being alive".

Its a silence that I have in my waking life,as I walk in Nature,as I shop in the busy supermarket,as I drive down the road listening to radio.
This silence disconnects me from energies/sounds/feelings in my environment that are not at the same frequency as me......so I see and hear and think and feel the beauty of my shakti frequency in everything and I don't sense any of the stuff that used to annoy me before shakti rose,,,,, so my silence is not silent,if that makes sense to you.

I'v got some information recently that make a lot of sense to me regarding shiva and shakti and enlightenment and its about the heart which is the strongest part of me at the moment.

The usual idea is that shakti rises and meets shiva in the upper energy centers,,,they do a bit of a dance around the body and opens up the crown chakra and enlightenment follows......This whole idea to me is a desire to escape our physical experience,,,,why decide to incarnate here only to spend your time trying to escape

The new info I believe is that shakti and shiva may well open the crown but the final result of the meeting is that they both come to rest in the heart and you live your life from this space.
Heaven comes down as shiva and Earth rises as shakti,masculine descends to meet the feminine and the place where they reside forevermore is the center of our being here.
When I die I will use the crown chakra to escape and not a moment before

[running]

Originally Posted by barrynu

Yes,you are correct,I do have silence.
Its not the silence that disconnects me from the outside sensory world which would lead to emptiness and void and as you said "missing out on being alive".

Its a silence that I have in my waking life,as I walk in Nature,as I shop in the busy supermarket,as I drive down the road listening to radio.
This silence disconnects me from energies/sounds/feelings in my environment that are not at the same frequency as me......so I see and hear and think and feel the beauty of my shakti frequency in everything and I don't sense any of the stuff that used to annoy me before shakti rose,,,,, so my silence is not silent,if that makes sense to you.

I'v got some information recently that make a lot of sense to me regarding shiva and shakti and enlightenment and its about the heart which is the strongest part of me at the moment.

The usual idea is that shakti rises and meets shiva in the upper energy centers,,,they do a bit of a dance around the body and opens up the crown chakra and enlightenment follows......This whole idea to me is a desire to escape our physical experience,,,,why decide to incarnate here only to spend your time trying to escape

The new info I believe is that shakti and shiva may well open the crown but the final result of the meeting is that they both come to rest in the heart and you live your life from this space.
Heaven comes down as shiva and Earth rises as shakti,masculine descends to meet the feminine and the place where they reside forevermore is the center of our being here.
When I die I will use the crown chakra to escape and not a moment before

i see it the same way. some of the kundalini teachers such as david spero talk about it being about the heart.

i think if somebody isn't able to live in it in life then that is in the process. after it has developed its in life and the heart is the center.

[running]

the kundalini shakti is impervious to circumstances.

last time out to new orleans one of the deliveries is in a location that no semi truck should be going. they have another warehouse they take deliveries that is much more truck friendly. for whatever reasons more often than not we go to the one that if not done exactly right becomes a pretty treacherous situation.

every time i go there winds up from a different location. one wrong turn and you hold up a city block of traffic waiting for a cop to escort you out. which has happend by one of our drivers.

been there a few times no problem. last time took a wrong turn and got really lucky i got back out of it. cant go left because i would take out a half dozen cars doing it. cant go straight because it only gets worse and wont get back out. cant back out because its busy with traffic and no way to do so without a police escort. because there was a few parking spots not taken yet i managed to make a right hand turn. enabling me to get back out onto a friendly road where my tractor trailer fits. found my way back to the one and only road i can fit. to then try to find my way to the only way i can get to this place without causing some kinda disaster. still a mess of a situation but possible.

decided im done with going to this particular place.

figured it be a few months before i go to that particular place again. plenty of time to let them no its not happening.

as luck would have it next run out a bunch of drops to the same area and that one i swore i wouldnt do again was on there.

so i call the boss up and basically said there are to many other things i can be doing making money than dealing with a potential career ender. not worth it. im done if you send me there. waiting for them to get back with me. maybe i have a job and another run. or maybe i dont. so i do and everything is fine or sounds like it.

i dont like switching jobs anymore than i have to. plus i like it here.

the bliss is impervious to all this stuff. the kundalini shakti once established never minds whats going on. bliss bulldozed its way through these events. it just doesn't care. plus whats nice about it is while circumstances are going on it makes handling circumstances easier cause its flooding the body and mind out with joy.

[barrynu]

I can see Kundalini at work in your story.

It kept your emotions calm with its unrelenting beauty,allowing you to find the way out of your predicament.
The other level is a deeper more physical level.It kept those important parking places open allowing you to make the important right hand turn...it did this by influencing strangers not to park there or not to see the spaces.....I know this sounds crazy to some but I see things like this almost every day.

I used to call this event good luck.
When good luck happens a lot it becomes a coincidence.
When coincidence happens a lot it becomes syncronicities and when syncronicities happen a lot its magic/spirit/God.

I woke this morning with loving white light in my heart which was a new experience(the light)....very hard to get out of bed but life is about movement and I wont see the magic unless I open my eyes.

[running]

https://youtu.be/teWrSH1KsMs

kundakini teacher. Listened to various videos of his. he seems very genuine and probably has a good system. i dont personally know. but maybe worth a look for somebody looking for a teacher with a system for activating the kundalini. i may some day look into doing it to see if it is something i should add to my practice. or replace what im doing.

interesting in the video harvard university research shows changes in the brain from meditation. plasticity in it. not sure what thats about exactly. lol. but its good science is beginning to witness these things.

[running]

https://youtu.be/M173e6xnkUA

authentic sharing of a kundalini awakening process. this came up on you tube. and i thought it was very genuine and real, explained authentically.

there is sorta a rumor being spread that it happens because somebody spent time meditating, years, or life times. that would be very hard to prove either way. to me it is far less crazy to think its more likely something that can happen from various ways or from no way.

like one day the caterpillar goes off and the next thing you know there is a butterly. i mention that again cause i got a message about thats how it is. im not suggesting the butterfly is better than the caterpillar. im saying nature happens. and its ok to admit we dont know how nature happens. we can gather ideas. but we dont know?

there are many things i have found that help me. im not suggesting there arent things we can do to get it going. and things we can do to finish its job clearing it all out. im just suggesting that the arrogance of thinking it is a phenomena that happems solely from a practice is very backwards imo.

[running]

continued.

also notice how she explains how it works through her body. its here. now its there. its everywhere.

its not like there is a certain way it happens. the whole body is its playground. it doesnt necessarely have a set way. like one chakra at a time upward like the books often say. it has a mind of its own. an intelligence of its own. totally unique to each one it decides to make a playground out of.

[barrynu]

Originally Posted by running

https://youtu.be/M173e6xnkUA

authentic sharing of a kundalini awakening process. this came up on you tube. and i thought it was very genuine and real, explained authentically.

there is sorta a rumor being spread that it happens because somebody spent time meditating, years, or life times. that would be very hard to prove either way. to me it is far less crazy to think its more likely something that can happen from various ways or from no way.

like one day the caterpillar goes off and the next thing you know there is a butterly. i mention that again cause i got a message about thats how it is. im not suggesting the butterfly is better than the caterpillar. im saying nature happens. and its ok to admit we dont know how nature happens. we can gather ideas. but we dont know?

there are many things i have found that help me. im not suggesting there arent things we can do to get it going. and things we can do to finish its job clearing it all out. im just suggesting that the arrogance of thinking it is a phenomena that happems solely from a practice is very backwards imo.

I like her and she fits into this thread very well....real,honest explanation and she is Irish so it was so good to hear it from a fellow "Paddy".....I will watch the rest of her videos.

Your caterpillar reference brought back a childhood memory for me.When I was about 6/7,I found a Butterfly Chrysalis,I didn't know what it was so I brought it to school,The teacher put in in a display box and a few weeks later we were sitting in class and all of a sudden there was a Butterfly flying around in the box trying to get out
From a kind of ugly grey dead looking thing,to a colourful flying living little creature and I felt so good because I felt he was mine

[running]

Originally Posted by barrynu

I like her and she fits into this thread very well....real,honest explanation and she is Irish so it was so good to hear it from a fellow "Paddy".....I will watch the rest of her videos.

Your caterpillar reference brought back a childhood memory for me.When I was about 6/7,I found a Butterfly Chrysalis,I didn't know what it was so I brought it to school,The teacher put in in a display box and a few weeks later we were sitting in class and all of a sudden there was a Butterfly flying around in the box trying to get out
From a kind of ugly grey dead looking thing,to a colourful flying living little creature and I felt so good because I felt he was mine

lol. thanks for sharing the caterpillar story!

[running]

trying to find a few songs that represent the stages of the kundalini awakening.

for me the first vision directly representing activating the brain and nervous system went like this. my guides come to me and hand me a mug. i grab and drank it down like it was the last one in existance.

they come back and asked me how much i decided to drink. i was like, "what? i drank the whole thing!" they began laughing hysterically saying," the whole thing. your going to be going on one wild ride."

https://youtu.be/WANNqr-vcx0


at some point the dark night of the soul comes. time to face everything. lol

https://youtu.be/O4irXQhgMqg




to be continued i think.