I don't know if I even sat foot in this part of the forum in all my years on SP, but just had a spiritual experience that clarified that Im tuning into something new and completely unknown to me. If it fits the general understanding of these types of spirits/energy I don't know, but if this makes any sense to any of you, please let me know...:
Ive always connected to the divine through the air. Meditating hands up, receiving from above. This summer I had a powerful welcoming by the trees in an actual ceremony - i needed to rest after a shaman's call spoke of the urgency of the the tree spirits, calling for us all.
Ok, that was unclear, in a shamans song, the trees called me, like their house was on fire. I went to rest - and sat down - and the spot Id chosen turned out to be the exact build of a throne; air roots of two old trees interwoven tonshape a seat and a back and armrests and a foot rest. All covered in the thickest brightest moss ive ever seeb, it was like sitting down in a hug!
And then the ceremony began. I cant exlain it in any other way than that I was welcomed and 'initiated'. The energy web of the trees, the global net of tree communication, energy and message sharing was shown me, and once I had come down from the compleye overwhelme of it - the instant connection with all living plant life at once - I was encouraged to try it.
I turned my hands from upwards to downwards facing, and instead of getting white light from above, I 'saw' the bluegreen energy of the (green) ground. I could shift between the two by flipping my hands..
Very different qualities... I was so happy. Even before that I had said that I was actually a tree in human shape, but this kind of sealed it
So, I thought I was done, right? Since then I've worked with the trees a lot. And got used to how to connect, share, rejuvenate etc.
But now, minutes ago, I was going to send energy to a friend across the globe, and at first I went through the organic web, the tress, plants etc.
But the, clear as day, I was invited to go deeper, underneath the ocean, 'rock' invited me. Or what to call it. The inorganic stone foundation between the biosphere and the hot melted core of the planet.
Exploring that, it was like a stone underground express way under the ocean, like fiber compared to modem... In an instance, the foundation underneat my friend's home was charged up, like for a life time. It was that powerful.
In exchange, 'the solid spirit' - and this was ONE global spirit, all stone underground - got to visit, try out sensing with my organic human body. Just feel the touch of thextrure, muscles, air etc (Not imvasive at all, just like invinting a friend in for a coffee for a little while).
Two very different characteristics of them. Trees (plural&unity) and stone (singular).
And have I then always been of air before?
What about all the love I get from rain..
And remembering last winter how I bathed for months in heat until my body suddenly like a polar shift started having an excess of heat, after 40+ ys of always beibg cold... And my breathing fire...
I am sooooo confused now.
Ill need to sleep on it, and Im guessing it will all make sense some how.
But please, if you recognize it or know *** is going on, feel free to share your experiences.
It's really powerful stuff so I want to treatvthis with due respect.