Heaven All Over?

[danni022]

Yeah... I kinda posted about this on another thread but... what does it mean when you see the word "heaven" a lot? First it was death, and now heaven.

I mean, my physical health hasn't been good and I'm starting to lose faith. I'm juat getting very depressed, not doing much (not that I can because of my health), and sometimes I think about ending ut all myself because I'm sure it'll happen soon anyways.

I'm sorry... eveyhing is just falling apart. And then I keep running into death ans heaven all the time.

I mean, it'd be cool to keep living. Yeah I know, I iust said that I wanted to end myself.

But if things do get better then... yay. I've been through a lot and I'm just now trying to make things better. It just sucks hat everytime I try, there's something that gets in the way.

Abyways this is a mess. I'm really tired and havent sleep well I'm sorry.

Yeah, what does all this heaven stuff mean. Along with death.

[KyleConn]

Hi, Danni.

I've been facing similar problems and almost the same symptoms. I know how bad it feels to roll around in your bed till 4 am, unable to sleep or having mood swings.
I feel extremely positive one minute and turn a skeptic the next. Every time I try to push myself out of this situation, there's something that comes in the way.

But I don't know if this is a coincidence or what, every time I feel low and think it's the end, some positive post on facebook flashes in my news feed about a famous celebrity who had much bigger problems than I do and still overcame it.

So I don't really believe in the concept of heaven but I do believe that Noone cares more about you than yourself. Start loving yourself and do things that make you happy. Bcoz once you're happy, your mind starts to think rationally and gets back on track.

I only think of all these posts that I see on FB to motivate myself daily.