Most amazing experience (need guidance)

[LadyMay]

Originally Posted by shinyhelmet

I like you scarlett :)
I just feel also I need to know what lesson is meditation giving us all? What should I be getting out of it? It makes me feel good and clears my mind and makes me calm but I feel im missing something? Maybe its understanding my experience I feel there was more to it??? Thank you

What do you feel you should get out of it? What would you like to get out of it? Meditation is like a tool of exploration, play with it a bit, see where it can take you. :)

[acitak]

When you have a feeling of oneness with all with physical bliss(ecstasy), something like orgasm, but more higher in intensity, that is sign of second samadhi.
When I have had that samadhi for the first time 7 years ago , I was in walking meditation in nature(wood) and feeling was like I was in everything and everything was in me and it was like orgasm with nature(to better describe). It is good sign that your kundalini is in progress. Do you hear high frequency hum in both ears all the time?

Hi acitak
The strange thing is I have heard a higher frequency buzz sound yesterday and today and was thinking about it today , thats amazing you had a similar experience what is that? Peace and love

[acitak]

High frequency humming in both ears all the time. It is downloading of information from your higher centers of consciousness into subconsciousness.
In proper time those information(some call that intuitive wisdom) will be available to you.
I am hearing that humming or high-pitched tones since year 2011 and it is sign that your kundalini is in progress, you are hearing astral sounds. For me it is so nice, like some beautiful music and it is non-stop 24/7.
Because you are very young and have this experiences, you are certainly starseed. You may find at internet what that is.
All best

[Gem]

If I may comment, and I don't want to seem out of sorts - the experience was wonderful and spiritual and it's certainly a marvelous thing, but it might not be a good idea take to heart the things people say you should do or what they say you are. The thing is, people might have experience, but it doesn't make them authorities, so... you do what you do and be just as you are, and know yourself insightfully rather than by what someone on the internet said.

Your a gem literally thank you for kind comments and I agree gem

[acitak]

I was just thinking that you want to know who you really are.
From early years of my life I have had strange feeling that I do not belong to this reality, and I know why ,now. If you are not interested in that subject , it is your affair. I just wanted to help you.
All best

Shiny helmet you answered your own question, it's peace and love you were feeling :)

Acitak
I know and honestly thank you for your comment I wasnt even aware of this, but very interesting
Im actually finding who I truly am and want to be thats what iv realised, im not this big tough guy iv been trying to be and my true nature is actually the opposite a big kind gentle guy who always wants to help people, meditation life experience and lots of reflection made me realise this, stay true to yourself. Peace and love shiny

[acitak]

Yes, peace and love brother.