Lynn NDE EVENT

[Lynn]

　
Hello
I thought I would take the time to share my NDE what happened what I
felt and what resonates in me still from it.

I was 21 years old I was over to a girlfriends for her Birthday. There had
been alcohol served but I had none. I was leaving to go home. It was
raining and I was on my way out the back door. I remember being on the
top of the porch and then the bottom at the cement at the bottom. There
were 18 wooden grey painted stairs. I slipped on the first one I went head
first down the stairs bouncing off each one til I hit the cement at the
bottom. Face (chin) first. I split it open to the bone too knocked out all my
teeth on impact. I was laying in a huge pool of blood.

I do not recall what I felt as I went down them. I hit so hard I say stars
going around my head like in the cartoons not a Light Tunnel like some say
they see. I say a coil coming out of my head at the top spirally upward. I
remembered saying out loud "I will not black out". My friend's family too
did not do as I asked and call an ambulance for me instead moved me and
put me in the car to the ER. Fearing I later learned a law suit from me. In
doing this they cause me more damage than they could ever know.

How do I know I did infact die. That is what haunted me for a long time
after the fall. For 6 months I had violent night mares and I could not lay
down flat without passing out....I could not of course eat as I had no
movement in my jaw. It took 6 months to get a Dr to see it was more than
trauma from the fall that I was dealing with he finally said its a waste of time
but I will sent you for an MRI. That showed the hidden damage. I had a
fracture in my neck and a large on in my jaw. That finding lead the Dr to
see that there was more with the fall that just accepting it. He then sent me
to a specialist that deals in what is now known as "Post Traumatic Stress".
There was not much known on back then. This Dr took me back to the
event. In hypnosis. To that night to what bothered me so much. What was
causing the nightmares. Like I said I thought I yelled out "I will not black
out" to learn what I really yelled out was "I will not die". That knowledge
was truly power in the healing process. I understood what I had say why I
had felt I was above my body looking down. Why I I knew how the scene
looked when I was not still there. From learning what had happened to me
that I pulled myself back in I was able to sleep that night. The grey in stairs
no longer froze me in fear if I had to go down some.

What did I take from that event forward. Well on thing is injuries that
never fully healed in the pain. Too I learned that pain can be controlled
a lot by the mind and suppressed. I learned how at times one might be able
to bring themselves back from death. I know from a cardio exam there is
damage done that shows I did have a split time of heart failure. I took too
forward a greater understanding of how fleeting life can be. Too I had ye
to have my children what I so know I came female in life to do.

I get asked if it changed or brought forth new "gifts" from the event or got
them from the event. I would say no nothing changed there in who I am.
I too think that as it was such a traumatic event the mind has shut off what I
looked like then. How bad I looked. Self protection I think.

If other's have death events they would like to share please do too know
that in talking on it there can be great healings in dealing with it happening.



Lynn

[Miss Hepburn]

Oh my goodness, how physically traumatic - my heart goes out to
you...regarding your injuries.
You know how to get to the silver lining in trauma, girlfriend.
How awful they didn't know NOT to ever move someone!
Leave that to the professionals always!

Blessings to you,
Your sis,
Love
:) Miss Hepburn
Oh and there are so many wonderful stories of others with NDEs online.

Thank you for sharing Lynn, I don't know what to say.

[BlueSky]

Yes, thanks for sharing that Lynn. All I can say is "Ouch!"
I don't have a NDE to share although I can remember having what seemed like a heart attack in bed one day while I was home sick from work. I couldn't call out to anyone. It was freaky. The next minute I was OK. It seemd like it wasn't really happening and spiritually at the time, it seemed to have purpose.
Another time a couple of years ago, an elderly woman that I cared for and bonded with passed away and appeared in my dream to say goodbye and hug me like I will never forget. This happened 3 hours before I got the phone call that she had passed!

Again, thanks for sharing.........James

[Lynn]

Originally Posted by WhiteShaman

Yes, thanks for sharing that Lynn. All I can say is "Ouch!"
I don't have a NDE to share although I can remember having what seemed like a heart attack in bed one day while I was home sick from work. I couldn't call out to anyone. It was freaky. The next minute I was OK. It seemd like it wasn't really happening and spiritually at the time, it seemed to have purpose.
Another time a couple of years ago, an elderly woman that I cared for and bonded with passed away and appeared in my dream to say goodbye and hug me like I will never forget. This happened 3 hours before I got the phone call that she had passed!

Again, thanks for sharing.........James

Hello James


It it "ouch" odd as it is there is little there in pain I can recall. When I look to that event I can see the house and the stairs. I can see me on the ground and the visual image of what came from shattering all one's teeth and opening one' chin. I too can see the "stars" I say all arond me head. Then blank. I know the blank was "Death" . Next I remember the ER. The Dr. was VERY nice on the eyes. I can still see too his hand shaking as he stiched me chin as I insisted a mirror be held for me. What I say in that mirror is a blank.

It is funny how the brain blocks out so very much. Like a year of me is almost missing. It was a year before me teeth were all fixed. I guess too it helped I had a very HOT looking dentist. I had NO issues staring into his eyes and he knew that lol. . I too had a very nice looking physio therapist too. Maybe a GIFT given to me.....for all that I had to deal with EYE CANDY.

I do so embrace this event WAS right to come to me. It was pivital in the life path I was on to bring in the change in me. I have no ill feeling for the fall. I have chronic pain from it....but I am alive.

I am one to find the LIGHT in all bad situations.


Lynn

Don't know if you've tried this but myofacial release massage/physio can help realign the cranium and fluid balance in brain after a trauma to the head. From my experience it stopped the sleep spinning sensation just before sleep arrives. I also experienced a physical sensation of multiple wheels spinning to the correct placement between the shoulder blades, this was a physical experience. Myofacial release (check spelling) can heal that 'blow' thereby preventing any further energy blockages from it.