Trying to get ex/crush back into my life.

[Saturns_Gem]

My friend, you sound obsessed and that isn't going to lead you anywhere good. Why would you post this if you aren't even going to listen to what anyone has to say? You have been given sound advice but it isn't going to help you if you just reject it and continue doing what you are doing. If your method hasn't worked out for you so far why on Earth would it just magically start all of a sudden? You are only hurting yourself with this type of thinking. No one here wants to see that but if you aren't willing to put in the effort then nothing is going to change. Tell me... why is the world would you even want someone who clearly doesn't feel the same way? You need to value yourself more than that, you deserve better. Let her go, you need to for your own good. If you tell yourself that you aren't going to find anyone better then you aren't going to. Start projecting positive affirmations. "I deserve someone who loves me" "I am confident" things of that nature. Focus on yourself, do what you love, improve yourself, reconnect with your family. Being in a relationship isn't all it's cracked up to be. I have been single for 4 years and I am much happier now than I ever was. You don't need to be in a relationship in order to experience love and companionship. You could volunteer your time spending it with those who could really use it. For me, I love dogs. I enjoy going to animal shelters and walking/playing with the pups. Only when you stop fixating on this woman & stop searching for a relationship will one actually appear. If Jenna is meant to be in your life then it will happen, if not then it won't. Obsessing over her isn't helpful though.

Anyways I hope you find something to help you.

[LibbyScorp]

Seems you need to do some inner work. Fill your own cup up instead of focusing on the return of someone gone. If someone walks out of your life, let them. All that manifesting won't work if it's not in the cards. Things happen when you least expect it and in divine timing so you do not need help with this particular situation. When we stay trapped in the monkey mind of dependency and control, we close every other chance in life out. When we surrender, we allow space for growth and the ushering in of new experiences and all things good. Whether you and Jenna will ever cross paths again, let her go. In return, you free yourself.

Of course I dont know the details of your story. I really don't need to. Something that helps me is paying close attention to someone's effort and actions. Those two things tell you everything you need to know. Her actions and effort seem to be nonexistent now. It's better to have her gone than for her to be stringing you along in and out of your life at her convenience giving you half butt attempts that never have follow through. Count your blessings.