should i ?

[Beautywithin]

it's been 14months since i last saw or spoke to my TF, i thought i was doing ok over last few weeks, still think of him every day, but was not getting upset or crying when i thought of him, until 3 days ago i had another dream about him and since then have cried and cried he is back on my mind constantly once again...

I really feel the need to email him just to see how he is doing, we did say we would stay in touch but i did not want to keep pestering him it was still so raw so i though it best not message at all ( even though every day i wanted to ) before ya no it 14 months of no contact has passed i thought i would seriously be ok now and thought not having to see him every ( we used to work together ) would have helped, but it hasnt


So do i email him? i am not trying to rekindle what we had, i just want to know he is ok and happy, he may not even reply but willing to chance it.

or do i take it he is ok as ive not heard from him for so long.