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He isn’t the love of my life. He’s the love of all my lives! But having said that, I know that he and I have done it all throughout our lives together. We’ve cheated on each other, harmed each other in many ways, killed one another, saved one another’s life.
How could I have “lost” someone who keeps showing up over and over again? Is he really gone when I cannot go one day without thinking about him no matter what I try to do to get him out of my head?
Romance isn’t the goal here. Not with the TFs, not with anyone else. But humans have a tendency to want to live life in a very transactional way. If I do this, I’ll grt that. If I don’t do that, this will not happen. Very manipulative way of living.
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