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Thank you both for your responses.
Linen53, I think that he is ok. I've had dreams where I believe he has conveyed to me that he is doing well on the other side. I miss his physical presence. I have a lot of anxiety related to something happening to me and my parents being devastated even worse than they already are.
What's ironic is that I was actually a therapist before all of this happened. I stopped working in the counseling field when he passed away. It has been downhill ever since. I have been putting off choosing a therapist for myself. I keep wanting to find "the right one." I have realized that I might be afraid to delve into the pain and have certainly been putting it off and making excuses. However, I recently decided that I'm going to find myself a therapist very soon.
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