No, I'm in no way afraid of dying. However I don't want to go yet. Even though I am clinically depressed right now, I know this is an immense gift and that I am somehow not done here. There is a lot of happiness in my future that I am supposed to experience.
I do worry about the manner. It's the prelude to the grande finale, so to speak, that I worry about. I'd like to live a decently-long life and there is a great amount of love I have yet to give and receive!
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