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Yes it may be an old memory which hasn't quite been healed.
Some people feel nausea when they feel a deep disgust....or rather a deep fear with horror.
I will always remember what Jesus said when he and his disciples came across a rotting corpse of (I think it was ) a lion in the wilderness (?)
He said "It has such beautiful teeth".
That may be something to ponder on.
Also do remember that the body is only an "old coat" which is shed at the moment of death, and the Soul rises from it happily.
Death, decay, the breakdown of physical matter, is no more than an old coat which is slowly reverting back to the elements from which it was formed.
I don't obviously know why you have become so shocked and horrified by this, but it could be an old memory with much emotional attachment, which you have worked to repress not embrace.
Love will help. So will tears.
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